It is so hard that I have to be so tough at the same time having to be fair with others. Im so sad and disappointed with myself that I can’t get to her.. I mean her heart. Its like theres a barrier that keeping me from reaching her heart. I cant heart to heart with her. I don’t know what going on with her. She keeps saying that she is fine. Well, it hurts a lot that knowing yourself aren’t reliable. It is killing me softly...
With friends, I’m split into two..between T & S and the A’s. I divide time with them but still there’s something wrong.. it doesn’t feel right. I miss my best friend & close friends that have gone to degree. I don’t have anyone to talk to..even my girl doesn’t share with me, well not literally I mean.. still I feel lonely.
I was so boring in the weekend with nothing to do but homework & make myself bz with other things..watching gundam, bof, gg, & movies.Argh! Now i felt totally nothing!I can just wait & wait..till I find what I truly want. I do know what I want but Im afraid I'll get hurt..but it even hurt when I dont do it. I'll regret everytime I never done it in the 1st place. I'll step up my guts but next weekend laa..
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