Hmm..Fast track??

Well, at 1st I was very interested with this opportunity but after hearing the speech, it makes me thinking more and more over it. There are pros and cons and Aishah told me that there is risk that a person should consider whether you are ready or not to take that challenge. Since that, I have giving some thought over it and hearing from my own Coordinator and KOMED advisor’s opinion.. I will not be taking short-course! I want to finish my diploma and learn more. When you enter degree, you will have to take major media such as PR, Broadcasting, Journalism, Publishing, Advertising, Interpersonal, Management, and Practitioner. Im planning to take BROADCASTING as my dream is to be a VJ or DJ.. well its a dream that help me got in UiTM and along the way of my study. Since in got in UiTM, theres another course that attract me.. PUBLIC RELATIONS. It’s fun and challenging course and tough work too.. long story about it but I’ll tell ‘you’ later about it. Im still in part 3 and I can still learn publishing, broadcasting, video-making and more! Im also planning to further my degree at London(at 1st) but now NY,US! But it seem that it is impossible and I have to find other alternatives to get it..maybe I can pursue it during master?? There is more that ‘you’ can learn and its up to others to pursue it. However, my friends that want to take on fast track have their set up plans after degree..they can get job easily through ‘connection’ or have a job standby on the line. Although my friends told me to ask help from my mom, but I don’t want to it as I want to achieve it myself, with my own hard work! I want to be recognize by my own way! I do realize that I don’t have the look,charm and the it thing! But I do got the X-factor! Maybe have to work on my English more.. Just ‘you’ wait and see!

To love all of u..

Dear love,
I hate it when u being cute,
I hate it when u being pampered,
I even hate it when u act like a baby,
It makes me want to kiss u,
I hate it when i argue with u,
I hate it when u r sometimes right,
I hate it when i make u sulks,
Even worse when i make u cry,
I hate it when my ego screw me up,
I hate it when you’re the 1 who being hurt,
But the mostly i hate is that u love me no matter what.


Dear friends,
I hate it d way i treat my friends,
I hate it when i dun have time with them,
I hate it when i dun share,
Even sucks when i dont know whats up with them,
I hate it when they ditch me,
I hate it when they having fun without me,
But the true is I hate it when u are not around me,
As I really damn miss u all so much!


Dear bff,
I know it’s wrong to mock over your expression,
I do realize it can be hurt,
But now im seeking forgiveness,
So we can get along,
I will always keep that in mind,
To learn to never do it,
It does sound impossible,
But if i try to learn from it,
Maybe i could prevent it,
I know it’s hard for u to say sorry,
But that’s who u are,
Knowing u over these time,
Make me feel have known u a long time,
But the truth is,
There is more than meets the eyes,
Secrets & dark past,
We all do have it,
But more will be revealed,
And soon will be discovered,
Let time decide it,
And we choose it.

Hepy Eid 09!

Hepi Eid! Maaf zahir & batin! Eat up all 'you' can, cause 'you' know there's nothing better than raya food! Hope 'you' all enjoy raya as much as I will. If I have time to spare, lets get together and gain a lots of weight!hahaha..

IM SORIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

IM SORI BABY! I KNOW I HAVE HURT U A LOT & I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT U.. I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.. I HOPE U GV ME THE CHANCE TO MAKE IT BETTET THAN BEFORE..U R 1 OF THE PERSON THAT VERY PATIENT WITH MY INADEQUATE-SELF..

My gf tried to wake me up by calling me about 50times(HOTLINK)+20times(CELCOM) as we planned to go to bazaar together..but I was unconscious..very,very dead! She did texted me with piss off msgs but I totally understand.. What I;m trying to say is Im glad that I have her as my love of my life as she is very..very patince person. How often 'you' see a person willingly to call 'you' a lot of time to wake 'you' up, to reach 'you', and so on..?? So if 'you' have this kind of person in your life, dont make he/she feel UNAPPRECIATE.

I will always LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER.

got it?

It has been how long again?? oh! yeah.. It has been 2 weeks since the last time I post something. I have been bz especially at night doing my assignments.. a lot of them gotta submit before raya! Im so preoccupied.. tired, tension, got issues with.. and much more negative things get into my head! But I have been trying to be positive all the time and thats good enough..well thats all for now. i'll post my older ones later when i'm free.k