Saturday, December 26, 2009

Literally losing it!

Shit! My dad woke me up suddenly early in the morning & he wants my boarding pass. I checked in my bag & it wasnt there. I try to picked up my track since I landed here(sarawak) but nothing. Its possible that I misplaced it or leave it at emigration counter or i dont know. I got a lot of bag on my hands & I have to hold my big bro's boarding pass as my dad said he wasnt cautious enough & now me! Fuck la! I cant get back to sleep that early morning till my parents called while they are shopping at Sarikei..she said it was in one of the plastic beg full of bread. I guess it right but it still doesnt change the fact that I messed up & I need to straighten myself back to the old me.Well not all laa but I need discipline & maintain my routine.

All of mum family are gathering at Sarawak Plaza fr dinner. Usually we will gather at Top spot restaurant but we had buffet at Chicken Hartz Buffet & I didnt ate much as I have gained 10kg! From 70kg to 80kg. Man! I need to get back on track or I soon gonna be chubby+plumpy! huhuhu~ Its not a bad thing to be a lil bit huge but Im returning my old phase where Im feel unsatisfied with myself & I know I can do something to lose some weight! (26 dec)

Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas atmosphere.

Well supposedly we get on the move to house to house at 10am but mom as usual take her time to prepare. Talk about women get prepare! We stopped near the neighbourhood on uncle Sakeran neighbour. It was a mistake to take to pieces of bread in the morning while you know that you will go someone house & eat on Christmas! Well, I did ate a lil bit before went to aunt Rachel house.

I fell asleep while on the way there. Damn! I need to get enough sleep! I have been easily woke up in the middle of the morning for toilet use. Hmm, its better than pee in your pants! We were there for just half an hour as we men have Friday prayer, while aunt Lena & mom go to the hospital to visit Che Ah Chang as she will deliver a baby soon.

Its does feel awkward to be praying somewhere that you not used to but when you in a mosque, there is nothing can made me an outsider as I always feel welcome and calm or at peace of mind. Well, not sure for others but it still can give a rest of mind. After prayer, uncle Atin invite for a cup of coffee before we went to Islamic Cafe at Bt7. My dad cant seem to let go of roti canai for even 1 day!

When we got home, mom let us rest for an hour before went to Mak Aji housee. Mak Aji is my mom's mak angkat Islam. I realised that i'm really grateful to be born as Muslim. But I'm still far way to go there, if you know what I mean. We arrived at her house with full people in the family gathering. It is so fun to see a huge family gathering together and we can see the sweetness of bonding when they are gathered.

Well, whatever the ceremony and festive, if people are willing to open up heart & mind for just a little while..it can create a harmonious surrounding that bring us closer although for that moment but it can be precious or beneficial.

Uncle Sakeran fam & my fam had dinner at Ipoh Town Kopitiam. It cant compare to Old Town but its the best Kopitiam that Kuching have. I had ice-cream toaster for dinner as I ate a lot while visiting Mak Aji. She is a very good cook. I ate 2 bowl of soto and half of durian that evening. I feel awful enough that I cant resist eating but I realised that I'm stressed with my big bro. He wants a new laptop since he lost his that was used for 2 months and now he want SONY VAIO P! Not only that, he wants a new handphone too! Nokia 5730 Expressmusic.

Its bad enough my old fav handphone is still unfix but I cant get a new one for the mean time! I think that enough about me. I just should be optimistic & redha. I'll get over it sooner or later. (25 dec)

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Double the movie Double the meal!

My big bro, Che Nisa & I went to the Spring to watch a movie but while on the way, it was raining heavily as it the rainy season. Had a lil rough trip there..with the rain & traffic jam. We meet up with Nisa's bf at the movie lobby.

I had Korean mee & fried chic with sushi too for lunch. No wonder I'll become huge!haha. Before I get into the movie theater, I did walk around Spring to buy my aunt stuff & more. Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 are the best and so funny! Revolved around brotherhood, loyalty, commitment, high school & girls(Chippets).

Then we watched another movie, the Avatar. Some proclaimed its CGI effects will bring a new blast in the industry but for me it still doesnt beat out 2012! The avatar story was OK but slow in some way.

We had mee kolok for dinner somewhere near Petrajaya. I also take away 10 stick of satay.hee. When we got home, Uncle Peter, Ian & Isaac were there having dinner too. I just joined them with my satay along.huhu. The whole family watched Pink Panther 2 and so much laughter that can burst my stomach! Tomorrow is Chirstmas!yay! (24 dec)

Seat back..

Well, since I slept late & feel like 'dont disturb me!'..so my mom leave me alone. I have been stayed up till late night. Plus didn't sleep enough the day before. I had a lot of breads & just a bowl of rice for brunch.

FB, MS, Youtube & watched Keep Up with Kardashians! Most importantly I was really determined to post new album in FB & MS. Do it all till night was exhausting. Nothing much but all what I want to do are half done. Will be continuing tomorrow. (23 dec)

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Surf much?!

We don't know where to go in the middle of the night, so Noy decided we should play pool. I'm in yea! I know I can target the ball well but I need to control my strength in shooting it. We played it till 3am and it was a good time.

I'm definitely tired & sleepy when I got up early in the morning! It took me an hour to get off the bed and 30 mins in the bathroom! haha. I packed up the things that I need & fell asleep on the way there. We check in early but my mum & lil bro flight was at 11.40am & we at 2pm but both our flight was delayed as the the change the airplane. The F&B for this flight was great this time as the chocolate we got are Ferrero & Baskin Robin ice cream!

Che Ida picked us up at the airport. When we got auntie's home, we talk a lil bit & just surfing till dinner. We had ayam panggang for dinner & a lil bit rojak. I have been online till midnight playing sorority life at ms. (22 dec)

Monday, December 21, 2009

With my mom here & there..

My fam already got back home when I was been wake up by my mum. A lil bit surprised but I did expected them to be back in the middle of the morning. My mum ask me to accompanied her to KL Central to buy auntie's make up but it wasnt there anymore and then we went to JJ bought some mens stuff. xp. We bought some sushi too.

Mom got to go facial and it leaves me with my siblings that just woke up at 6.30pm kowt? I didnt packed my clothes much as I was busy watching Ben 10 Alien Ofrce with my lil bro and he was supposed to go to 'mengaji'! I accompanied my mom to Courts Mammoth to pay the bill and we had dinner at 'Restoran Dapur Sarawak'. The specialty was Barli Cincau & Mee Kolok. It was delicious and soon I'll bring my friends to taste it, bet on it. I meet up with Phesza later on as she asked for pics and I asked her to send my phone to Nokia Care.(21 dec)

laughter & emphaty..

I didnt went out yesterday night as I was tired of pissed off and worried if my RM20 fuel can go back and forth to Seremban. Din picked me up & we all lunch at Melawati with the best chicken rice served. Mera had to leave emergency as her mom got bleeding. Poor her and her mom too.

Din, Noy & Yus dont mind accompanied me to Seremban. We convoi with Zul & his two friends as they were going back to JB. Full of laughter on the way there! Hang out with them, makes your throat want to laugh all the time! We were the last at Kerol bro's wedding. Kerol wasnt there too at the time we arrived as his mom just got robbed at the house. His mom handbag with money, handphone, credit card and etc. Poor her! On her son wedding day lak tue!.

I got to talked with my best friend for about 15 min and I gonna miss him as he will be soon take on degree in broadcast. I gave him a belated birthday & soon will be in degree present as it will be a few month till we meet again kowt. We head back and rest till 11pm.

Then they again help me to picked my cousin, Che2 at KL Central that just got back from Sarawak. After we drop her at home, we went to Mali at Danau Kota for supper. It was cold that night and the numb skulls as usual make me laugh with the fart & smelly jokes!(20 dec)

Showing social culture..

Zul, Mera & Hanif came by to my house while I was preparing myself. I gave them a look of the old pics during the high school years.haha! Later I post it. Well, we kind of waited for Din, Noy & Yus too before going off somewhere. As usual, I will think off something since Hanif not used to KL. So thinking of showing him the social culture of KL. So where else? Bkt Bintang laa!

Weekend packed of humans! Especially BUDAK SEKOLAH!!huhu. We went to Sungei Wang..more to window shopping. I bought Bandung bubble tea and Noy & Din like it! I should share with them more often. I was hoping to sent in my phone for repair but it was closed already! Next time maybe.

We shisha at Andalus before magrib and play black jack too. The punishment was to drink barbican mixed with dal & asam.huhu. Yus didnt dare to play but soon after Noy drawed out too! I was on the rush back home as Hafiz waited for me at home to go to Imran's theater but he had to go home for a few minutes. He didnt came and didnt bother to SMS that he was cancelling. I waited outside the house for an hour and a half! I was kind of pissed off but I'll get over it. Tips for you! If you want to do something, be organized & don't forget others! (19 dec)

Kite in the sky.

My parents along with my siblings went to Penang for a meeting and my cousin wedding at Kedah this Sunday. I didn’t go as I have work for the weekend. I got a SMS from Zul to meet up at Old Town at Melati as usual and I texted the others too. When I arrived there, Zul bring along his college two friends. I wasn’t paying attention much as I was busy online. They all want to go to Kite Park at Kepong. Well, it was Yus plan all along as he was eager to go there.

I bring along my lil bro’s kite there. When we got there, full of people was having fun playing with their kite up in the sky. I was also getting excited and so do the others. Yus and Noy was trying their best to raise my kite but the kite was out of balance and we try other method to balance it but it didn’t work! Finally, Zul bought a huge kite there and it flies up into the sky without any probs! We play around two hours till it starts to rain. Poor Anip Bumi, he just got there but we have to leave.

We went to Karaoke instead after that at Wangsa Walk. We sang all out, we didn’t care how our voice been projected but we sang. Noy got emo as Zul start laughing when Noy start to sing and I laughed as well. The song had something to do with his love life I think?? I didn't laugh at Noy on purpose.k!

After karox, we went to Melayu for a drink. Nothing much, just 'menganjing' each other.haha xp (18 dec)

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Troubles is coming soon.

I accompanied Phesza to school this morning as she wants to cop her photocopy document. There was a new build guard house and not only that, the offices and the counselling room have been renovated. Mrs Nor Hayati is the new Koko HEM. We have time to hear her gossiping about the previous hot couple that she thought they have married.. but not. Who else..tuuuttt..let it be a secret.haha. I, Phesza & Mera went to JJ for window shopping. Before we had lunch at McD, I & Phesza played Dance Dance Revolution. It was so fun although I’m not used to it as we haven’t play it for a quite some time. Phesza was exhausted already after not nearly 30 min. We had Prosperity Burger later on. Nothing much we can’t do there, so we went back early as Phesza have to go to Damansara at 5pm and Mera & her siblings go to Wangsa Walk.

I do my chores with my lil bro at home as usual. I was kind of sleepy time to time till Yus called and ask me to join him to go to Kite Park at Kepong. I bring along my lil bro join Yus, Din & Noy. While on the way there, it starts to rain and we didn’t get to play it. So head back home and I fall asleep till Isyak. My mum asks me to tapau her Kuew Taw Ladna and my lil bro as usual dinner at Melayu. I’m on diet at the time being.haha. My big bro just got back around 11pm and what shocking is he lost his laptop. He just got that new laptop and it haven’t reached 3 months! My dad is so got his head full with this. He haven’t finished paid yet. My allowance for the next semester will be quite a trouble.. not only for my life at campus, more importantly for the book and assignments! Well, with my other probs, I have to find other alternatives soon. (17 dec)

Miserable can change.

I feel so powerless in the afternoon. I didn’t eat but I did mop the house and the laundry. I feel asleep in the evening and I got up as my lil bro prepare some meal. He cooked wantan and chicken ball. I had a lil fight with my mom. I was so frustrated that she keeps asking me the same question, “Have you closed the pipe?” and I answer it twice! I slammed the door and she was babbling about sin. I soon realised my fault and apologize to her during dinner at Georgetown White Coffee as we can’t make it to A&W. I was emotional all the sudden. It is maybe because I kept my darn feeling inside long enough..loneliness, frustrated & miserable time to time..probs with family, friends, relationship, money, academic, decision, mental & emotion. All of this is just phases that I’m going through right now to adulthood.

I went to Melayu to meet up with Yus & Din. We just sort of doing nothing useful as we are talking nonsense and make a laugh of our own jokes and sarcasm. Before that, I went to shake hand with Meor as he my senior drama family. He asked, “Where is your lil bro?”. It was strange and he said that my lil bro will beat my old reputation during my high school years. I think about it but why would I care? “Abe..abe laa. My lil bro is he self.” Although he look up to me but I don’t want he to be over shadowed by my previous success and try to reach others expectation like I did in order to fill my satisfaction and others. I want him to be other than me. Being me sometimes can be weird and not everyone can understand although you know me quite some time. Things change since I’m in university, I have to reach my own expectation to go to the next level. Even though I haven’t reached my goal, it soon will be. Just be optimistic and yourself. (16 dec)

Sudden plan!

My mum ask me to pick up her clothes at dobby & my girl also change plans from Wednesday to today, to celeb Nad’s birthday. Damn! I’m so out of fulus!! I can’t ask my mum as we just got back from Jakarta & has spent a lot. Plus, with dad had probs with money too, there will be soon a war in the house!?haha

I went straight to LRT right after my mum left the house. I even leave a list-to-do for my lil bro as chores! My girl picked me up with Nad inside the car. We park at IKEA and meet up with Qis & her bf, I didn’t know whose coming and what we will be doing today. We had lunch at IKEA Food Court and I ate alot although I said to myself and my girl that I want to diet. I even bring biscuits in my bag but I can’t resist the smell and looks of it. Then we had difficulties on choosing a movie between Princess Frog & Santau. Since the plan was to celeb Nad’s Birthday early, we watch Santau that she keen to watch it. It was full of suspense & psycho twist.huhu.

It was already 7pm when I was on my way back home and I forgot that my lil bro was alone and my dad probably had gone to PD in the afternoon. I got back home around 8.30pm. I didn’t even have quality time with my girl back then. My lil bro & I went dinner.. I didn’t eat ok! I spend my night with folding clothes at home and watched Charmed. (15 dec)

Last minute thing..

The usual routine after got back home. Open gate for mom to go to work in the morning. Do the laundry and sent mom’s clothes to the dobby. Vacuum the house with my lil bro. We clean the fan and aircond, well to be exact.. I lift him up on my shoulder. Damn! He was heavy till I ask him to massage my back by step it. We were kind of tired but mom still mad as we didn’t fin our work. I even didn’t mop the house. I know my job basicly to take care of my lil bro meal and bla..bla..What I really do is take care of the house.I’m so tired! When I finished bath, my kitchen got a leak..maybe from the pipes but it will soon be check, for the mean time..can’t use clean water.

I got a SMS from Kak Nita about online register for PR & Broadcast. I text to the people who planning to go there..the register closed at 5pm. I received the SMS at 3pm and I soon realise that I haven’t change my timeline from Jakarta. To those who receive late SMS, SMS me all the sudden and I didn’t reply ASAP, calling me for coordinator phone no or didn’t think my call wasn’t important, I’m sorry for you all then, thats not my probs. I don’t have any credit left to reply or call. I even left my phone in the bag after 9pm till 3am. So, I hope everything goes well and good luck to you all.

My family and I went to the new quarters in the KEMENTAH at night. It was lovely and the 2nd spacious house we had since Kelantan. From my parents’ room & guest room, I can see KL city scenery.. KLCC, KL Tower, Istana Budaya & more. Monday Blues aren’t showed here.huhu (14 dec)

Home back safely

My mom & I are going back today, I thought want to have the last swim before leaving but auntie sent us out to Ambassador Mall while she & uncle bring Afif to the hospital to check his fever. There, I bought a toy & some movie CDs, while mom bought accessories for her cloth. Nothing much there, it is a mall anyway. We had lunch at home and had conversation before head to the airport at 4.30pm. Mom cried a lil bit when she says goodbye to auntie. They are BFF for such long time since I was little. We check in our flight at 6pm(7pm in Msia). We had to wait till 8.30pm but there were 30min delay. I was so bored till I watched Charmed through my laptop till we got in the aeroplane.

When the plane takes off, I can see the lights of the Jakarta city that was so calm compare to KL. 2 hours of flight feels like an hour as I was into my world. We arrived at LCCT 11pm and went back in tiredness. I message all my close friends of my arrival as I missed them so much. I got to watch a movie on bed with my lil bro but I fell asleep soon after. (13 dec)

The trip will end soon.

My mom was pretty mad that I’m always wake up late. We went to Pasar Baru (Pasaer Baroe) that similar to Petaling Street but nothing interesting. We went back to the Mayestic to try on the suit but mine wasn’t fin yet. I & Shahira ate some delicacies that were sold beside the road in Mayestic. The foods were more to coconut flavour. I fell asleep as soon we got back, I didn’t really get a good rest yesterday. The tailor come by the house and I tried out my suit.. I like it. It is my 1st time that owns a suit but not vest laa.huhu.

I packed my stuff after magrib as I’m going back tomorrow. Our stuff are kinda heavy and plus 2 bags that full of my mum clothes!? Well, I feel better than yesterday for sure and I think I have to be more optimistic and more... you know what I mean. I have been thinking of my mistakes and what should I do or do I need to change?? As time goes by, I fell asleep and I think the answer will come to me when the time is right. Not going to degree was a sign that I wasn’t knowledgeable & not prepare for degree.. I think there is more that I need to see with my own eyes of what will come if I fin my diploma.

The whole family had sates, BBQ & steamboat for dinner. It’s quite rare to have 3 in 1 but it was fun. Doing 3 different meals are so making me eating more than usual.haha I think I will make the same thing in my any event soon, if I have enough money laa.huhu. (12 dec)

The routine in Jakarta.

I was late and had sushi in the morning. We take away the unfinished sushi yesterday and ate it but didn’t finish it too. We 3 went to Tanah Abang again as my mum want buy something for the family and buy curtains and she did. I got myself nice slings beg that cost only RM18! The routine was the same like yesterday..except we ate KFC for lunch. My mum don’t dare to eat Indonesian food maybe?? The routine..well,my mum bought her clothes, I swam in the pool after got back and I had a lot of time drink Teh Botol that is quite famous here. I also keep drinking green tea all the sudden.

At night, Uncle Ramli drive us and his family to Monas (Monument Nasional..) and just take a sightseeing around the town at night. He brings us to KL Village that have Malaysian food. There are nasi lemak, roti canai, western, hot cooking, juices, Nescafe, milo nad more. It was ok but there were no mamak like they advertise! Well, as soon as I got back home, I watched Charmed season 1. I really keen to watch this series as it was my no. 1 fav!huhu I think when I’m around 23y/o.. I’ll plan to have a holiday at Bali or Bandung. Where ever it is, as long as my friends are there. (11 dec)

Disappointment!?

As usual my mom wakes me up in the morning at 8am as it is impolite to be up late in other house. I had fried rice for breakfast before go Tanah Abang. That place is like Petaling Street mixed with sungei Wang. We had A&W for lunch. If you come to Indonesia, A&W are called AWE. A lot of stuff that can be bargain from clothes to shoes to bags to curtain to toys and much more! My mom bought a lot from there and she want to come back tomorrow. Damn! It is not enough?? Well, I and Shahira walk and walk accompany my mum till evening.

Try to get a cab in the evening is tough as traffic jam soon start at 2pm!!? I don’t know how or why it occurs. I think the population was the reason. After I got home, I went swimming in the pool and Afif joined in. We played in the pool till magrib. I got a SMS from my girl and it was the result of my 3rd semester. I got 3.49.. I really don’t know where I went wrong. I’m so disappointed with myself and can’t believe I still can’t get DL! I think I have to be my old self. So, I did cried in the shower but I can’t scream, I can’t let out and don’t know why.. I need my friends with me right now but I realise I need to stand alone! I need to forget about it for awhile and do some thinking.

I decided to go out with Shahira to Senayan City. There was Raoul opening and it was like fashion show. We window shopping on handphones, I fall in love on the new LG Chocolate and SE Satio & Aino. We had dinner at Sushi Tei and ate a lot till cost RM80! I ate a lot.. and so full. Before we went in to the movie, I bought my fav drink.. bubble tea. Huhu. We watched Zombie Land and it was funny, creepy and action with the blood effect and zombies!! I hope I get over my feeling quickly. (10 dec)

Charmed!!!

I was late and rush with bath and breakfast on nasi lemak before leave the house to Mangga 2. When I’m in the car, it was still early at 9am and we manage to get out of traffic that known as “marched” (bahasa Indon..ku xtaw eja..ngee). There were bunch of people on the middle of the traffic selling f&b, newspaper, and toys?? Wau! Direct selling much! We got to Mangga 2 at 10am where people just started to open their shops. It is similar to Petaling Street for me.

My mum and aunty went here and there, from shop to shop.. bought their stuff that mainly dress, handbag & shoes! My feet were sore as been standing and watching them. I’m still surprise with where do women get their power, energy & will to shopping??! But as I was kinda moody today as my mum ignore & reject my choice of shirt, she gave the whole complete season of CHARMED! I was so happy and can’t believe it cheap and clear! 1 CD cost RM2-RM2.50 and we stop and go back at 2pm. I’m lucky to get it pas it was an old stock.

Around 3.30pm, I & Shahira went to Blok M area where that similar to Sungei Wang. We went there for just survey over old phone and I got interested but I kept that desire for later on. We went around there and went back like nothing else to do. Shahira want to shisha but I have cough. So if I shisha, my throat will dry and might make it worse. On the way back, the also bunch of people raising hand like waving for cab but actually they want to have a ride as a car should contain more than 3 peoples and if was to avoid traffic jam.. you can say car pooling but with strangers. Weird huh??

When I got back to the house, I watched Ben 10 Alien Swarm in Afif’s room. Afif is Shahira lil bro. There, I played with him as he was bugging me. He was like a little kid that has sugar rush! Naughtier than my lil bro and I was having fun with it. Play with him for an hour was exhausting! I missed Aizad when he was little..what am I saying??! I miss my lil bro??!haha

I had nasi lemak for dinner again. Im gaining weight!huhu My result are coming out tomorrow!! I’m nervous but at the same time thrilled! I work my butt off with my team mates to get good carry mark!! I done my best with revising and focus on spotted! Argh! Can’t wait! (9 dec)

Whats in Jakarta?

I had breakfast with aunty and we went to Mayestic where my mum and aunt shopping for clothing materials. During our way, traffic jam was still on although it was at 10am. There are motorcycle services called Ojek that similar to cab and theres another small cab that has 3 tyres called Badat(sound like Bajai). At Mayestic, there is a cloth shops called Mega and the price are reasonable.

There, I talked with Shahira all the time as there nothing we can do. The handphone around here are cheap and nowadays, most Indonesian used BB! I’m surprised as they love BB. The social standards are high compare to Malaysia. I feel very humble at some places that packed with high standard teenagers! But one thing that I can say is if the girls are pretty, they are really2 pretty! If the girls are not and it is NOT! The people here really critics about us a lot compare to ourselves but we are just human.. right?

Don’t talk about price with me because I know we can afford it. Here, items..any items are half the price of our items. No wonder there can afford BB! Some are really rich and some are really down poor! Not everythings are nice here. There are corruption and traffic jam!

At evening, we went to Senayan City. Its kinda like Pavilion for me. We were more to window shopping than buying. I had my eyes on a lot of things but what can do, I can’t afford it. Although I was kinda sad but I still being optimistic! xD
We had dinner with the usual dishes that similar to lunch. We watched Desperate Housewife and then I had swimming as I really love water and swimming! After got tired of it although it wasn’t even half an hour, I need to get back my stamina & maintain it. (8 dec)

A Trip to Jakarta with my Mom.

I was so lazy to wake up as I was still tired and tired. I didn’t bath as my mum asked me to send some clothes to the dobby, so I put some of mine as well. I bought Kreko, my favourite manga comic that I manage to get the last one at 7E. When I got back home, I had to rush up in packing my stuff and bring my laptop and camera as I’m going to Jakarta with my mum! We reached LCCT safely. I message my close friends to inform them, if they making plans that involves me.huhu. There was a delay for 10 min but we reached the Jakarat airport at 9pm. It was 2 hours flight. The time in Jakarta was an hour late in Malaysia.

I was surprised that Uncle Ramli has sent his officer to pick us up. During our way to the car, some boys was following and I was cautious and alert if anything happens but they were freelancer that work to pick up any luggage into the car. I was surprised that this can be a job. The highway here was so dizzy for me and we are getting near to Uncle Ramli residents, I saw a wooden trolley that contains of a bunch of things that selling near the main road and in front of residences. It shows their effort of marketing..

When we reached Uncle Ramli and Aunt Saimah house, I was mesmerize with spacious house that have a swimming pool and 2 young maids.huhu.. We had dinner once we come in and I online to update my status at FB & MS. I talked a lil bit with uncle & aunt but I do some catch up with my old friend, Shahira. She had just finished her masscomm foundation at Lim Kwok Wing. I haven’t try to contact her after move out as I was little and it was awkward for me to contact her as I’m not use to contact my old friends since standard schools. But we were fine, I think. (7 dec)

Say Good Bye to Pangkor.

As usual, I woke up and had bath early while others was still tired and asleep. We pack our stuff and head to the jetty. There, a bapok give salam to Noy and Noy was very pissed off. We make fun of him the whole day. We had lunch at Nasi Ayam Mama in Manjung before continued our journey back to KL. I directly fall asleep while Zul was driving. I was awake somewhere between Perak & Selangor. During the trip back home, Din’s car tyre explodes. Din act cool but he was really nervous as he doesn’t have jack or tools. Luckily, Zul has it and done the changing process. We continue our journey till got out Sungai Buloh.

We meet up at Shell Gombak. There, we split up as Noy has to go back Kuantan by late evening and Zul has to send Phesza as she to her college as she has exam on the next morning. We had so much fun and we just spend RM100 for the trip from oil car from KL-Lumut-KL, F&B, and activities. Zul drive to Seremban 2 and we had dinner at Sushi King. It was my 2nd time there and it was Zul treats.

After that, we finally sent Phesza to her college or we so called hooker place(just having fun, don’t take personally xD). I drove back from Seremban 2 to Mera ‘s house. There, Zul explained to Mera’s dad for the lateness and other stuff. Both of us had a drink at Melayu where Hafiz and Zaf come by later on. We share our story and Zaf looked interested with it, Hafiz look kinda regret but he is sometimes hard to read. We similar more or less to someone I know. I went back home with tiredness and tomorrow is another trip. (6 dec)

The Pangkor Activities!

I woke up with readiness to go to the beach. I watch my face and brush my teeth but I didn’t bath. We had breakfast at a stall nearby before waiting for a boat to pick us up. We had a lil walk on the beach in the morning and I realised we are in paradise. We took some pics before abroad the boat. A tour guide brings us to tour the island and some other small island and he showed us a gamat that spilled out rubber and landak laut from the sea. He also showed a huge rock that looks like a whale and a pile of rocks that look like crocodiles. We also get a chance to snorkelling at an area snorkelling spot. We saw colourful fish and we feed them. Some had difficulty to swim but Zul and I are used to it.

Then he brings us to an island that is white and clean. He dropped us there and we had a lil fun there. Yus and I buried Phesza in sands! I couldn’t believe it, Phesza volunteered to be buried with sand.haha.. While Din and Noy explore the rocks on island and Zul & Mera play with a gamat on the beach..we buride phesza and make a sculpture of a body on her. She had a gamat as a penis, shells as tits and a lil crab as ???. Dont ask! Well, we returned back to Pangkor and play Jet Ski. Zul with Mera, Din with Phesza. Well, the day before I can hear Phesza trembling on the motorcycle but Din was shaky and noisy ride Jet Ski with Phesza. After that, I drive with Din and Noy with Yus. Yus pulled out some cool stunt with drifting. Although we had fun, something happened..bla..bla..so we didn’t ride banana boat.

We went back to the resort and change. I ride with Noy and took pics behind him. We tour around the island and went to a Chinese temple.. I forgot its name but it has a huge Labi2, we went to Dutch Fort and old jetty. We had a very late lunch where Noy and Din try to ‘hit’ a sweet girl at that restaurant. After lunch, the other boys went to pasar to buy some chicken, sausages and spices for tonight BBQ. I was left as usual to watch out. I and the girls had some talk. We planned to watch sunset at some beach but it was covered by a small island. So instead, we play at the beach and hide others selipars in the sand till magrib.

The boys were tired and fell asleep till 9pm. I hold myself not to sleep as I afraid of being moody. But it explodes eventually when I want to ride a motorcycle by myself and follow Yus & Noy to the town to buy charcoal as they forgot to buy some but Din and Yus questioned me as was afraid I might get hurt. I was pissed off as they treat me like the old me. The old me was quiet and a good boy that doesn’t make harmful things. Well, things change! I have changes! I know how to ride it and get moody with it, so I kept quiet and listened to my songs in my hand phone. Zul did try to persuade and encourage me to follow them, but I refuse. I don’t need to show them or others that I’m capable of doing things, I know what I can and or can’t do! I know they are being caring but please being considerate. Well, enough about that.

While waiting for Noy, Zul and Din finished with BBQ, we play blackjack and this time using money. I had 10sen at the beginning and manage to winning until 80sen. I don’t mean to brag but it was fun for amateur like me. We each have the piece of chickens and can take the sausage as many we want to. Later, we planned to have karaoke at KTV but it closed at 2am and we reached there at 12am. So we had again tour half of the island but since Phesza was still sick and sleepy, we had back. During riding up the hills, Phesza hear..Din felt and Zul & Mera see “something”. We talked about it at the restaurant and had hot drink that night. We also had snack and sparkling juice on the bed but soon fall asleep quickly. What a day! (5 dec)

The Pangkor Trip

At midnight, I, my lil bro, Noy and Zul went Danau Kota after having dinner at Melayu. Zul bring us to a burger stall that famous with its big burger. Its Zul friends stall and he ordered Chicken chop burger that is nic but we all can’t finish it. There we meet up with Abg Zul, one of Zul workplace buddy at the workshop. He taught Zul about cars and mechanic stuffs. Afterwards, we went to uptown. We walk and window shopping, well obviously me! Noy bought himself a pair of croc shoes for the trip. Zul and Noy also bought lil thingy that put on their shoes. It is a trend but more people are wearing it and it kinda not fun anymore to wear it.

Have to wake up early in the morning to call the others and prepare. Waking up the others are the toughest task but I deal with it as I have been in the situation a lot of times..thanks to Kerol.haha We only need to bring RM100 for this trip and it cover all expenses! Yus was our banker and tour guide for the holidays. Im just sit back and enjoy! We start moving after solat jumaat as we have to wait for Din to finish his assignment and meet up at MMC. I drove the car there as I’m big and 5 more peoples in the car. When we meet up at MMC, I ride with Zul, Mera and Phesza while Din with Noy and Yus.

They drove till take a break at RnR Tapah. Zul asked a salesgirl there the way to Lumut. She said that we have missed the road to Bidor because it was much easier. So we turned back and went to Bidor. It was a long trip and we stop 3 times asking the way to Lumut and the new jetty. We were afraid that the jetty will be closed at 6pm but we reached late at 6pm and it actually closed at 8.30pm.

We abroad the ferry at 6.30, it start moving at 7pm bcoz it want to full up the people in the ferry and we reached the island at 8pm. It was quite a relieved that we reached the jetty and we enjoy the breeze while we were on the ferry. The jetty was quiet at night and we took a van there to go to the resort. The van driver was an old man but he drive like he was in a race! The road was small and snakey shape, up and down the hill but we arrived safely. We checked in and got two rooms. One that has 2 queen size beds was for us 5 boys and another for the girls, 1 queen’s bed. The shower was very strong and it from the mountain is not mistaken.

The other boys went to rent 4 motorcycles for our convenience to move around the island while I babysit the girls. FYI, this was Phesza 1st time ride a motorcycle. She rides with Noy as she was freaked out and noisy once she sat on the motorcycle. She was sick actually but she hangs on. We went dinner at a restaurant that faced the ocean. Although we can’t see nothing at night but the breeze was extraordinary. We had ikan bakar, prawns & squids goreng tepung and sayur kailan. We can’t explore the island that night as the owner advised us not to, plus it was raining a lil bit.

We went back to our room and start to watch TV and do our own thing. I start to jump on the bed and suddenly I get an idea of taking pics in fast shutter. Noy and Din joined as well jumping like crazy. The others also start to joined and take formal and candid pics. Later, we play black jack..the girls joined as well. Don’t worry, we didn’t use any money, instead we maggi tomyam +sarsi +marshmallow =yucky!! For those who lose will have to eat and drink it in one shot! Din was the 1st to taste the yumminess of it..like NOT! Yus barf after eating it! The others and I was also push ourselves to swallow it. It was so much fun and laughter. P/S. Din laugh like a devil after Yus barf! I will record it next time and use it as my alarm clock!hehe(4 dec)

Follow the untold plan

That morning, I and Hafiz ran over to the post office to send our thing to our girls. We have to find a box and wrap it with oily paper. At the same time, Azie, Fasyha, Ainul and Arin are on their way to Mera’s house as they are having a lil tea party. I was late to see them as I was busy with the thingy but all turn out fine.
When I reached Mera place, Fasyha and Ainul planned to go to a waterfall at Batu 14 in Gombak. I didn’t know about it and I even don’t mind joining them, so I bring along my lil bro. He mingles with the girls fast. He got that from me.hehe..

Mera bring her siblings and ride with Zul. All together that went to water playing was I, my lil bro, Fasyha, Liyana(her lil sis), Ainul, Azie, Arin, Mera, Zul and Mera two lil siblings. We had fun at the water and I ate a delicious tuna sandwich that prepared by Fasyha. I haven’t eaten from morning since I left the house. Zul and Mera didn’t play in the water but took pics. Tag me,ok! xp

After that, we all went to Ainul new house at Bkt Permata at Sri Gombak. Her house was lovely but quite far from us. We stayed for drinks and snack there till we have to move to send Arin and Azie back home. We stopped drink near Azie place where there is a stall, there we discussed with Fasyha to join our Pangkor trip and talk with her mom.

It was nearly magrib, where Zul and I try to persuade her mom to let her join us but I let Zul all the talking as he knows how to deal with it. I’m just a tool to convince her mom. But later at night, her mom allowed her to join us but not her dad! So the answer was NO. Im sorry that you couldn’t join us, but there is hikmah behind everything.(3 dec)

The same thing for a trip

I have been doing the same thing. Wake up late, evening meal, discussing over Pangkor that soon take over by Yus as he has connection there. I was relieved that I don’t need to conduct it as I want to have fun. I also invite my girl and close friend to the trip but no respond, and it make me so irritated with people that doesn’t know to reply message during holidays. But what can be done, I can’t blame them. I usually ignore them as they have their own life.

Well, I make some lists before the trip and message with the others that participate. Actually, I haven’t told my parents yet about it.. so I’m hoping there is no obstacles that can change my plan with them.huhuhu. I cut my hair eventually at Miko Seksyen 2 and I’m satisfied. I prefer ‘jinjang’ or Chinese style coz it match with me lorh. (30 nov- 2 dec)

Happy for the past

I watched Power Ranger Jungle Fury after breakfast. It’s unusual to watch it as it usually in the evening. I am a fan of it since I was little child, it is kinda fun to watch it back. I think I will collect all my fav soon enough. Think back of the pass make me happy for some times. It does bring happiness but we have to realise that the things that we don’t want to remember will soon chase us back. Soon, I will have to confront and tell sooner or later.

We check out from the hotel before lunch and we take away a slice of cake, 2 cream puffs and 2 blueberry pies. On the way back, traffic wasn’t that bad but when my parents start quarrel in the car, that make me sick and I put my earphone on and fell asleep in the car.

We got back to KL after 2 & a half hour, my dad brings us to his friend’s house for ‘raya’. I had dishes known as ‘mampat’ but it is really wantan. I fought with my siblings over attitudes. We watched movie that night and I didn’t talk to them until after the movie as we had to wait for our dad for more than an hour. I have to talk to them as I want make sure they are saved and near with me. Well, being in KL during midnight is dangerous, so have to watch each other back. (29 nov)

A Famosa- Aidil Adha?

I slept late at 2.30am as I was busy posting my stories my blog. Wake up late around 8.30am. My siblings and I went to breakfast & I ate quite big..around 3 plates?? After that, we went back to our room to change to our swim wear. My dad joined us as well. I was surprised he joined us, it’s been long since he joined and done something with us. We had fun with the slide, tunnel, wave and we had lunch there.

In front of the entrance and exit, there were 2 elephants, a pony & a camel. While I took a pixs of it, 1 of the elephant poops! Eeww! Yuck! After that, my family went to Masjid Tanah at Uncle Ramli village as there ‘masjlis kesyukuran’. As usual, I help out to prepare some dishes after the ceremony. The dishes were delicious and it was hand made by my aunt. I was feeling sleepy after some work at uncle’s house and fun at the water world. Azie ask me to if I’m free this Thursday and gather friends to meet up at Kinokuniya. I hope there is nothing will stop my plan.

We went back A Famosa for dinner and it was western meal style. Again, I ate a lot like the day before. I will gained 5 kg soon..and I mean by tomorrow.hahaha. We also went in to Cowboy Town and watched the parade with lots of dance, animal performances and gimmick that end with fireworks. My siblings played rodeo ride and bumper car after the parade, and I played throwing balls at tins to get a toy but I failed and the tickets are kinda expensive more than Genting games!

I watched Korban Kasih Marlisa at TV3 and it was very good Malay story. I was touched with it. A love story that shows love needs sacrifice and not everyone will get what they want. (28 nov)

Friday, November 27, 2009

27 nov

At midnight, I went to Melayu to loiter around like usual. Not to forget, Happy Birthday Kerol! May your wishes come true and the goods you gave to others return back to you. He is now focusing on MAKSUM that is very important for him this semester break. But poor Phesza and her family have to turn back as the traffic jam was damn like a train wreck! Hafiz has to bail as Nyon asked him to join him to Danau. So I didn’t waste much and return back home as I have to wake up early.

But not! I wake up at 8am and I went to bath at 8.15 and I prepare at the time the mosque started to pray Solat Sunat Raya Aidil Adha. After solat, I went to Aru and as usual, the team were there. Linger for awhile before I got back home for breakfast on my mum cooking. I watched a movie called ‘The Clique’ before packing my stuff for the holiday trip to A Famosa. Fasyha called me to invite me to her house for raya but cant! The Zuhalianz also planned to watch New Moon on Saturday at Pavi. Ergh! Can’t join!

Well, we leave the home with dad anger and bad aura surrounding me cause me feel that this trip will be boring. We reached at A Famosa Resort Hotel at 4pm. My room are separate from my parents and we rest till dinner. We had a good dinner and I found out that SMM Grand Final DOTa tournament are here! Well, I haven’t played that game because I will get addictive!
Anyway..“Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha”. I miss my girl and friends so much! Love them!

26 nov

I wake up with no brunch, so I just make myself little snacks. I have to clean up the house and I did but I keep been distracted by the TV!!! Huhu.. Nonoi was back! He got back at 2am from Kuantan. As usual, Zul called and asked for evening meal. Nonoi picked me, Yus and Mera. We meet up with Zul at Aru and Nadzmi was there. So I had a lil chit chat with him and then change place to BB beside Aru. Nadzmi asked me to join him clubbing at Maison . I was shocked he asked me although I never did ask him.

Next, we went to NZ and had meals. Mine was really late but I willing to wait. Zul, Mera & Ijat went back 1st , Yus, Noy and me wait for awhile and Noy decide to cut his hair at Seksyen 2. I want to join but got to back off as my mum asked me to come home quickly to help her with something. She was ready the fire to cook the meat for Raya tomorrow. I had to but cooking gas and packets of ‘kuah kacang’. I got time to surf the internet about Pangkor. I do it in an hour and I went back help my mum.haha.. .

25 nov

I got up in the morning as I’m going out to KL that day. So I texted Phesza and Mera to be ready at 11am but we move at 12pm as Mera told me that Dzafir & Hafiz want to join but they didn’t wake up yet. I and Mera went to LRT station together and wait for Phesza later there. Phesza told me that she had asked my friend to join but he said he was busy as I predicted. We went to KLCC as Phesza ask to meet up and have lunch with Aizu as she worked near KLCC. We had great time catching up and Aizu was like Mak Datin act but that’s who she is. We even took pixs near the washing hand spots! Camwhores much!

We went to Pavi and line up at GSC but there weren’t any good movies to watch! So we went to S. Wang as I have planned long time right after semester break start. We walked around and window shopping jer. So I bring the girls along to Sun Comic where Anime and Manga are there. There were also Gundam Convention but I didn’t go to see it as I might spoil my own mood. So I bought bubble tea and bought it again when Zul & Ijat came there. We had Teppanyaki for another lunch.

Then we head back to Pavi to meet up with Phesza ‘s friends. They were two boys and one of them is the same class with Mera at MMU. We went to a small shop where Phesza and her friends bought skins for their handphones. Thought of karaoke there but expensive and Phesza friends went line up to bought New Moon tickets. So we went to Andalus but Phesza friends reached there 1st! Weird much! Who cares!

As usual, we had shisha but that day, I got high!! I let all out and didn’t watch my mouth. Sori geng!huhu.. It was fun making fun all if ‘you’ all!!haha.. Well, I did think wisely on Pangkor plans. I have to do some research on it. Must do my work quick and tidy!

When I got home, the house was dark and locks. I can’t reach Aizad handphone and he didn’t go to ‘mengaji’. My mum have been calling me & I didn’t picked up coz I know she will be mad. So let her be. I went to Aru and my sense was right, he was there. He told me that he ran out from the house as it suddenly blacked out while he wants to switch on the outside light. He didn’t know there was a short circuit. Poor kid, he was scared.haha.. He is kinda funny.

24 nov

I wasn’t able to wake up although my eyes are open but I couldn’t move my body. I realised I woke up back at noon and my lil bro told me that this morning had rain. I asked my lil bro to buy me lunch and he bought me Nasi Kukus Ayam Dara. I ate half of it as Zul called me to join him for evening tea.

I didn’t bath as Zul insists me to join him quickly. We ask along Phesza to join us, Mera and Ijat at Old Town at Tmn Melati. During our time there about an hour, Mera received a call from her mom saying that the house in front theirs were burned. Zul and Mera quickly went back there to check on. Yus came after they are gone.. we palyed with my camera. I and Phesza are camwhore!

When they got back, the burned house wasn’t totally burned or got big fire. There were short circuit and only the upstairs of the house got burned. We went back before maghrib as I have to go with my family to Aunty Saimah & Uncle Ramli house at Bkt Mahkota as they are soon going to move out to Sarawak. They are my parents old and best friends and I know them since I was little where my dad & Uncle Ramli in the same position but now Uncle Ramli & Aunt Saimah are Datuk & Datin. “Rezeki Orang Dah Sampai”.

It took an hour to get there as it is near to Nilai. OTW, I texted Halim & he was in KL for that night. After we had dinner and hearing them gossiping till 12am, I went to Melayu to meet up with Hafiz but he was at Wangsa Walk karaoke with Dzafir, Yus, Akasha and Halim. I was surprised they(Halim & Akasha) came wangsa as I thought they had function.

23 nov

I got a call from my girl and she said Happy 10th month Anniversary. Wao! Time does move fast and with all ups and downs, we still do love each other. I’m surprised with myself, not saying that I don’t have faith but it’s my 1st love relationship and I thought I won’t last long as I’m used to be too independent. She was getting ready to meet up with her old friend that will be going back to Sarawak for study.

Aizad, my lil bro decided to cook a meal and it’s not like him but what the heck, I joined him and we cook “telur dadar”, nuggets, rice, fish balls. We had fun although the kitchen was a lil bit messed. Suddenly, Naqy called and asked me if I want to see her. I was confused but she insists, so I went out immediately in rain! I took a cab to LRT & went to Bangsar. We went to Mid and walked around and ate at Carls Jr.

My 2nd handphone fell down on the floor at Carls and my screen cracked! I was able to see ¼ of my screen! I must send it to Nokia Care soon! To make myself not felt down, I decided to buy myself and her bubble tea drink. It’s my new favourite drink since I drank it at Kuching, Sarawak. I went back at Maghrib and use my lil bro old handphone to back it up.

At Melayu, we talk nonsense and “cakap kosong”. Hafiz told me that today was Dzafir’s birthday and we had planned for him. Played cards till I’m felt sleepy, we decided to attack him with flour. I attack him 1st but he ran away home. Luckily Anip & Asrul got to him before he got into his home and we came there later on. We planned on to jogs in the morning at 7am.

22 nov

I was too lazy to get off the bed till my girl and Zul call to wake me up. Zul asked me to join him for shisha at Andalus and at the same time Yus asked me to join him to go to Taman Layang2. He always comes up with childish yet enjoyable plans. I join Zul as he asked 1st and I found out Yus joined as well with us with Dzafir and Hafiz came along.

We had Barbican which I missed that drink so much and 2 flavors shisha to smoke off for that day. I had chicken salad for my late lunchFrom 5.30 till 7pm, we talk and talk and planned to have a holiday at Pulau Pangkor. As usual, I’m the planner and manager. So, I texted the friend.. to see who can & cant and I asked Hafiz to ask his girl about the budget over there.

After shisha, we went to play snooker game and this is my 3rd time playing it. The 1st and 2nd was bodo2 but since I saw Zul and Dzafir battled, it get me interested. So I learnt back the basic..plays shooting aim and battle with Yus & Ijat. During that game, Zul keep saying I’m “teleng” and I didn’t get it until Ijat told me that the way I aiming the ball is like I’m holding M-16. They said that I got to keep my head straight & control my hand. I did well but not in controlling my power shoot!huhu.. I need more training to play this.haha.

21 nov

Zul called and asked me lunch and take pixs somewhere. Zul bring along his bro but actually his cousin. I thought he was the same age as Zul and studying at the same place but he was form 4 and studying at Setapak Highschool. We hang out at Mera’s house till her parents arrived home and we went to Flamingo to play bowling! I didn’t know that was part of the plan as I wasn’t informed about it and I haven’t cut my nails!

I had to play along although my thumb hurts. As usual Zul was good but surprisingly Mera won. Practice makes perfect.huhu..Din and Fasyha arrive soon after the third game. All of we had late lunch at Old Town at Ampang till 5.45pm. We had a lots of talking of the past and it was fun.

I continued watch masked rider with my lil bro till 11pm, where Hapiz asked me to join him, Dzafir and Nyon to karaoke at Wangsa Walk. We sang all night long till 2am. Sang a lot of ”jiwang karat nyer” songs! We had pixs and vids that I might be sharing.What a day..huhu

20 nov

Start playing futsal on the road near CC at midnight. Wangsa versus outsider! As usual, I played defence and count the scores. We were happy to play along and our team scores in the last battle of 15-14.huhu. I was totally dead till noon and it was already the 2nd azan for Friday’s prayer..zoom right away to shower and got there just in time for solat.

Meet up with Hanif & Zakwan after prayer, we talk for a couple of minute & then went back straight home to take my IC & slip to redeem my passport. I meet up Hafiz at Aru with Anip, Yus & Nadzmi there that was planning to go to Taman Layang2 that evening but I know Hafiz don’t want to go as he has memorizing to do. He is now taking Al-Quran class and it is good, I thought I want to take it but still thinking. We went to take my passport and as soon as we are done, it rained heavily. We stopped drink at mamak stall till the rains stop.

At night, we meet up at Melayu and have dinner there. I had mee hoon sup and it was good. My little bro joined us for a while. Hafiz got a call from Nyon and he got to somewhere, so he gave his motorcycle to me and I brought it home. I watched masked rider with my lil bro till Hafiz come to get his motorcycle.

19 nov

I was so lazy to wake up in the morning but I have to, as my girl was on her way to my house to drop off my stuff. I prepare her breakfast right after I got out of bath and she arrived right on time. After I settled down my stuff, she accompany me to make my passport as I’ll be going there with my mum on the 7th till 13th Dis. It took time till 12.30, so meanwhile we had the talk. She bla..bla.. and I accepted it as I deserved. We went to see a movie Pisau Cukur at Mid. It was interesting tough, I thought it will be tipical Malay story.hehehe

We went to Subang Parade to find job at Kenny Roger but instead we applied at Nandos. We had bubble tea and XXL fried chicken before I was dropped off at KTM. On my way back, I should be hang out at Andalus with Zul, Mera and another Zul’s friend but it took me nearly an hour and I have been trying to reached my lil bro for an hour. So I decided to go back home and check him out and he was fine like a boy that doesn’t make his handphone as a requirement to his life! Ergh!

Went out to Melayu as Dzafir texted me and talked with Tajul. He planned with the others to play futsal somewhere near at midnight. It was kinda cold but I joined as its been long since I played anything.

18 nov

Wake up at 7.30 am and I’m late but ride with Hafiz to Tasik Titiwangsa. We 3 jog twice and we really need to pace up our stamina. We had breakfast near TAR College and it brings back our memory having lunch there during we were working at TAR. After breakfast, Hafiz ask me to join him to donate blood at a hospital but I didn’t confirm yet as my mum might want to go to Maxis center . But instead my mum wants me to make my own passport but my birth certificate wasn’t with me. So I got a call from Mera asked me to join her for a photo shoot with Din. Zul had a fever, so I drove to Unisel to Shah Alam. Yus was guidance for me to go there. Din shoot at Seksyen 2 park with Mera and Zul for his cover magazine, I was merely as art director.

We had lunch at Seksyen 7 at Mancongkam, its nasi ayam was good and quite famous. Then we had back home in rain and I’m still gaining experience from driving. After we got back to our own home, I fell asleep till night. I went to Melayu, it is a new port to hang out after Haru. Before that, I and Hafiz went to a gym where Zaf are looking over it and Dzafir were there too. We had drinks at Melayu till midnight as we catch up.

14-17 nov

Final exam is finally over and so do semester 3. The last paper was on 14 nov, Saturday and it was Journ. It was fun to do it as we did some past year and concentrate on some hint that we got. As usual, I went back with Kerol on the end of semester. Well, supposedly we convoy with my, girl, Qis, Nad and Aiman but he had plans with his levelmates. So we had back on the evening of 15 nov with my 11 stuff! I thought I had nail down my stuff but I surprise myself. I stayed over his house till Tuesday. I love her mom cooking and I got to eat her delicious sup tulang. It was very appetizing. I online all day and he plays online game. Boys will be boys.

That Tuesday we wake up late and drop by at Naqy’s house to drop off my heavy stuff. I went back home by KTM train and my mum pick me up at LRT station as she got a day leave because she had something wrong with her eyes. We went to Wangsa Walk to look over what’s new and hot. Zul & Mera came to Wangsa Walk and I was happy they were willing to come to have meal with me.. and my mum join as well. Weird huh??!

I planned on jog with Hafiz and Yus in the next morning. I was also planning to cut my hair and colour it but my dad doesn’t want any of his son colour their hair. I cool with it but I’m planning to do something with my hair, just wait and see.

Semester 3 Break stories..

I will post my stories during my semester break..what am I doing this holz? Just wait and see..

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

no more PR, whats left is Journ!

Fuhh! Finally the PR are over & whats left for final is JOURNALISM!! cant wait to finish this semester as my mood for studying and revising gone down to 50%.huhuhu.. Cant wait to work & earn some money with hard work! Still thinking of what Qs will come out for journ exam but who knows. I will be having BBQ with my levelmates this thursday night and on friday have talk on fast track! This will be intersting! Just wait and see..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

No PR book?!

Argh! cant find my PR book..fotostat ones! who want it eagerly??! theres a lot to read as the whole chapters enter the final exam but others said chapter 9 and above but better read jer arr..who knows? So i hv been track spotted with my girl with others. I makes notes for terminology & focused on chptr 9 & 10. I did read the whole chptr from chptr 9 & above. We did past year and it was tough as it refers mostly on the textbook. I did some memorizing before went to sleep in tiredness.

Finally CTU 271 over!

The days before CTU exam, my gf and I went fotostat nad's book at AG. We ask peoples on spotted and wrote notes for spotted. We do read the book on spotted. I woke up early at 5am to study the spotted ones, alto I know we can answer it logically but still I need to get higher marks as it will be the final CTU in my semester and no more BEL!!huhuhu.. Answering it was easy but my hands easily cramped with the cold aircond! I check my carry marks after the paper and I got 28 only..the white girl got 31! suprise2! Well, had lunch with my girl and bank in the rest of the new handphone leftovers with Yus. It was stress day as I had to think other ways to get more money. I planned on working this semester break and try to have my holidays with friends and fam.

Monday, November 2, 2009

I waste my time and too much thinking,,

We start revising psycho after lunch at cafe. I did waste a lot of my time with this & that while others are focusing. Im not the way im use to, maybe its a good & bad thing but im still me. I did feel neglected and terasa with my girl but she needs my support, its not about me. They got spotted & hints from Amirul and really happy about it. I dont rely much on it.

We walk half around the tasek late evening. We didnt talk much & had dinner near Masjid Tanah. We ride with Kulap. Why? We walk. I dont really favor having her car here but I do help to park it & drive it somewhere near.
I had Mee Hoon Tom Yam putih. I got back with full stomach & took a lil time to revise back.

I slept at 1am and woke at 5am. It was Monday and Psycho exam was a couple of hours away. We went to below lib at 7am & I had time to revise the important info. Pak Guard was at Dewan Bendahara & with my a lil long hair will get notice but not! I meet up with him that morning & didnt get to say anything, even good luck as my head was focusing on exam. Im horrible friend, sorry.

Went to the exam hall with the hope that I can be calm and ready for it.

BEL? W508? NO WATER?!

I didnt do any reading but did some revising on references as it is important. Remember myself bout citation and references. I wore Baju Melayu on that friday. That morning wasnt a good start as she was late but cant expect more as just follow the flow. We had a lil argue but I pujuk blk laa kn..

BEL was fine and no pressure, i did my best. Sat down with Aishah & Aznam and we talked a lil bit over BEL. Aishah was frustrated as she didnt do references and that makes her down the whole day.

I went meet up with my girl and her friends at LL, my fren wasnt around, maybe got back and sleep as usual. Ask my fren for lunch but tired.. so we went 50cent. My fren went back that day to get his car.

I went back to KL the next day for a couple of hours to buy my and her new phone. Eventually, she gets want she wants.. SE W508..at 1st W890i but out of stock. I have been reading psycho from thursday and still read it in the bus while back home. Before I went back, I didnt bath as theres no water at my college and I helped out Dhiya & Ashman with KOMED shirt.

I didnt rest & bath. My girl, Nad, Qis & me stay below lib till night & had dinner at Mak Jan but no nasi lemak lorh! I always favor nasi lemak here. I ate mee hoon goreng instead.A lil water after I got back to college, it took me nearly an hour to feel satisty over the water.

Her car..

Well..I fin with my Psycho exam, 3 more papers to go. Yippi! Walk to cafe for lunch..I had potato & squid and large limau ais drink. Again, my fren was asleep when I ask for lunch. Later tonight hang out at cafe. After lunch, we went to the car & office to settle the fine on the car. We went out to AG, photostat CTU book as we lost ours.

She was very cold with me driving her car on the real road. She said, "U leh x bwk keta i elok2, keta i nie. kalo keta org lain pn sme gak auw.". Well, i learn from it although I dont have my own car.k

Monday, October 26, 2009

Successfull Dean List Award & Raya Dinner

After I been busy for the whole week..on weekend were also not an exception. Saturday(17nov)I had breakfast with my girl as it was her birthday and at 10.30am, I have meeting and rehearsal with KOMED at pdg kawad. She did cried the day before as she should be at home and celebrating with her friends but her mom said she will be coming. I had to leave at noon to home and pick up my stuff and I did get time to bought her present as I have to waited for my lil bro who accidentally brought along my broadband to my uncle house at BJ! I bought her a cow moo photo frame, nothing much can do lorh. Naqy's mom didnt came to see her and it make her more sad with me being not around. I feel so guilty but I cant do nothin. She went out to take some pixs for her 7 pixs. Speaking for 7 pixs, I did submit a lil late but i did well and my story board was a success with the help of my girl, Zul and Mera. Thanx and love you all! Meet up with Iris in the bus and we talk till reached UiTM. I didnt stop yet, I have to stop by and help a lil bit with the door gift. Give a talk to the performer and went back to rest.

Sun(18nov) I had some errant to be done till 4pm. I help all that I can till 7pm. I was exhausted all ready but still hanging on. Some KOMED with me went to the event at 8pm!huhu.. my girl came with others and I was so happy they came to support but a friend of mine didnt came and I was really surprised but cant do much as I was busy but things go smoothly and we fin at 1am. But the next morning got stomachache and not only but everyone! We have to report it and others posted it on FB. Have to brief in post-mortem.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

9 months..

Not only my friend got hurt but also my girl. She feels I didnt gv her any attention or care bout her or treat her well. I should be more concern and sensitive as I try not to make anyone especially my girl.

we have been up and down and argue almost everyday over little things..so it is important to communicate with your partner whatever it is..even the small details can be serious. We try to complete each other and not try to 'perli' each other to 'tegur' ones fault.hehehe

Neway, we have been together 9 months and a lot have happen along the way. HAPPY 9th MONTH ANNIVERSARY syg!! We still have long way to go but chill. xp

I Love U the way you are..no matter what flaws you have..i have it too. xD

Now I know the feeling..

Well after raya holz, Im packed up with journ and psycho assignment! Then with my 1st time involvement with Dean list award ceremony and raya dinner event have lessen my time with myself and with others too. I and Aishah were bz tfor the whole week with fund raising, raya money collection, publisity and logistic and not to forget protocol got my head stick with event and assigments!

Theres 1 day where we and my gf with her gfs went to UHTrading to make more order after we got "warning" from Mdm Wan in our last meeting and we learn from our mistake. Back to the story, I and Aishah was exhausted and hungry bcoz have been calling and moving around campus collecting raya dinner money, hanging up bunting and banner! So after Aishah done dealin with tauke, we went to 7E and bought Maggi cup. WE ATE MAGGI in front of that shop like two teenagers that are poor and abandon!

Now we know hows previous KOMED feels while I saying things bout them!hehehe and now myself a KOMED.huhuhu

My fault..

Im have been too focusing to my assignment, KOMED and work till I neglect my girl and close friends. I didnt realize there are problems that they have or been through and I wasnt there for them. I push my self and make time to spend time with them as I feel they need me. I feel the bad aura surrounding them with the new conflict over car and money but it soon settled with being open. Im happy for them but Im disappointed with myself as I wasnt there for them if they have problems and it started when my friend cried and I soon realize that Im not a good friend coz my cried friend didnt fully shared feelings. I understand as its been a long time I have really been talking, sharing, gathering and more till make my friend feel dont want to share. It does hurt but friend does have the right to keep it. Im so sorry I havent been there for u.

Plus, with u planning with going fast track, already makes me feel that i have slowly losing u as I know it will not be the same without u. I noticed u kinda have been avoiding me or maybe I over reacting but I did the same too with making myself busy and slowly apart from u coz i dont want to get hurt knowing time will soon pass and will be end of this semester.

Maybe it my fate and test from god as I have been losing friends..best and close friends. Before this, every 2 years, my family will move out from here to there and many more. Luckily, I stayed at KL since form2 till now and since that, I have been afraid of making close friends as I know, eventually set apart when the time comes.

Its a lie if I said that im prepared for it bcoz Im afraid of it but Im still trying to be strong.

Im stuck in the middle..

They had a lil argue over car and money and im stuck in the middle. I wanna said it to both of them but I only told him the truth and its not what she said, "its totally me!Face it maturely, u know very well how i deal with people and u. I didnt have the right time to confront with u as i dont want to caught u off guard..both are hot heads! Dealing with both of u are tough as u 2 are special to me. U wont listen from me and u couldnt accept it..theres must be something coz true friends and love accept me the way I am as I have flaws just like others. So stop being so immature and selfish! Both of your actions showed that u both dont appreciate friends and each other. I dont know whether u change recently and why? or thats just who u really are after all.. I seriously dont know.. but I do know, your my friend and it hurts a lot.

Monday, October 5, 2009

A week of Journ & Psycho..

(27th september-3rd October) I went back to Malacca with my gf and not by bus as it is much easier than have to go to Bkt Jalil as they change the terminal at Pudu for this festive season. Plus, its been 12 days I havent meet Naqy and she really missed me and I missed her too. We went DP before entered UiTM back because she wanna find her shoes! But sadly it was closed already and they(Nqy & Tra) thinked it open till midnight on festive season. We had McD for dinner and as soon as I got back.. I unpack my stuff and went to Taki's room to do my part of CTU assignment and that is doing slide show for Monday presentation. We slept at 3am and meet up in the CTU class, we did well. In photo class, we will have to submit our 7pixs by next week and Im kinda have some pixs but only two were approved! Thats suck! Our graphic class was cancelled and its true as predicted by Sob..hahaha.. I went back to sleep and wake up at 8pm. I do my journ and it was moderate-easy! Nothing much as we need to compile it and follow the format that Ms Rossalynn gave.

We meet her up at noon as Graphic class cancelled again and we did practice on BEL past year question. We need to adjust our font and citation. Well, in journ class was boring enough and I was sleepy. In 'koko', we just need to do on speech critique based on our video that we have. Naqy and her collegues went to Bangsar as her team havent done interview yet. I continue my journ with others at night and Nqy's car was out of fuel at Kelemak, maybe she forgot or having fun talking in the car or dont know laa..but she told me that they thought they will make it to petrol station at Kelemak. Aiman helped them out and they got back safely. It didnt bother me much as we were focusing on journ and she got friends to look out for her. Nqy was busy doing Psycho as they need to submit tomorrow and we too need to submit our journ as we have the same lecturer.

We didnt have journ class that noon but we still have to wake up that morning to print out our journ adn as we fin print, we were happy to submit in but Ms was there! She checked out our work and we need to do correction on citation and references. I re-correct it in BEL class and submit it again for the last time and our format mark was 8.5/9 and I was happy about it becasue we have been moving around and outside of UiTM. We had Psycho class and we need to submit it on this Friday. We rest a lil bit but we still need to work on. That night we watched Fight Club and it was fun and interesting.

The next morning, I do some research on it and by evening got the info. We had BEL and PR class that evening. 8 of my classmates got they letter published in newspaper but mine was seasonal story about Ramadhan and it was in the past. I went pasar with my gf but not fully as she sticked with Nad and I went meet up Ashman as he asked lecturers listname. At night as usual doing my work and still have time to read HP. I fin doing with format, table content and page numbering.

That morning, I woke up at 9am and I was suppose to meet up with Taki and Sob but Sob was still asleep and Taki was out with Waqie and "SN" at Mak Jan and McD..huhu. Sob and I went to sunshine to print the psycho thingy. I had to stop by to meet up with my gf as I want to borrow money with her as we dont have money! Taki did arrived but we were more to being sarcastic with him, especially Sob..hahaha. We sent to Ms Hanem's room and thought wanna meet up with Mr Hakemi regarding on our 7 pixs. I rest till Nqy fin with her class that evening and we went back to home, Tra and Qis followed as well. We fin sent them all back and Nqy slept at my BFF, Mera's house.

We had breakfast at Bidayah Bistro.. a mamak stall beside Aru that I always loiter..we had roti telur bawang and it was good!! I bring my gf home as I want to drop my stuff and my dirty clothes for washing. She met my mum and dad.. she was fine and gracefully talk with my mum..well my mum talks a lot. We leave a.s.a.p. as I dont want my mum to ask further more. We pick up Mera and Phesza soon after we had to braya Yus's house! We ate again but why not.. after done with Yus, then Izati's house.. you can tell whats going on if you went braya right?? Done with raya, we went shooting at JJ AU Keramat. My storyboard is simple, the sotry of two bestfriends that live normally as other teenagers but there is a twist where..bla..bla..bla.. till night still shoot at Mera's house and I'll tell you later I have done editing it.k

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Hmm..Fast track??

Well, at 1st I was very interested with this opportunity but after hearing the speech, it makes me thinking more and more over it. There are pros and cons and Aishah told me that there is risk that a person should consider whether you are ready or not to take that challenge. Since that, I have giving some thought over it and hearing from my own Coordinator and KOMED advisor’s opinion.. I will not be taking short-course! I want to finish my diploma and learn more. When you enter degree, you will have to take major media such as PR, Broadcasting, Journalism, Publishing, Advertising, Interpersonal, Management, and Practitioner. Im planning to take BROADCASTING as my dream is to be a VJ or DJ.. well its a dream that help me got in UiTM and along the way of my study. Since in got in UiTM, theres another course that attract me.. PUBLIC RELATIONS. It’s fun and challenging course and tough work too.. long story about it but I’ll tell ‘you’ later about it. Im still in part 3 and I can still learn publishing, broadcasting, video-making and more! Im also planning to further my degree at London(at 1st) but now NY,US! But it seem that it is impossible and I have to find other alternatives to get it..maybe I can pursue it during master?? There is more that ‘you’ can learn and its up to others to pursue it. However, my friends that want to take on fast track have their set up plans after degree..they can get job easily through ‘connection’ or have a job standby on the line. Although my friends told me to ask help from my mom, but I don’t want to it as I want to achieve it myself, with my own hard work! I want to be recognize by my own way! I do realize that I don’t have the look,charm and the it thing! But I do got the X-factor! Maybe have to work on my English more.. Just ‘you’ wait and see!

To love all of u..

Dear love,
I hate it when u being cute,
I hate it when u being pampered,
I even hate it when u act like a baby,
It makes me want to kiss u,
I hate it when i argue with u,
I hate it when u r sometimes right,
I hate it when i make u sulks,
Even worse when i make u cry,
I hate it when my ego screw me up,
I hate it when you’re the 1 who being hurt,
But the mostly i hate is that u love me no matter what.


Dear friends,
I hate it d way i treat my friends,
I hate it when i dun have time with them,
I hate it when i dun share,
Even sucks when i dont know whats up with them,
I hate it when they ditch me,
I hate it when they having fun without me,
But the true is I hate it when u are not around me,
As I really damn miss u all so much!


Dear bff,
I know it’s wrong to mock over your expression,
I do realize it can be hurt,
But now im seeking forgiveness,
So we can get along,
I will always keep that in mind,
To learn to never do it,
It does sound impossible,
But if i try to learn from it,
Maybe i could prevent it,
I know it’s hard for u to say sorry,
But that’s who u are,
Knowing u over these time,
Make me feel have known u a long time,
But the truth is,
There is more than meets the eyes,
Secrets & dark past,
We all do have it,
But more will be revealed,
And soon will be discovered,
Let time decide it,
And we choose it.

Hepy Eid 09!

Hepi Eid! Maaf zahir & batin! Eat up all 'you' can, cause 'you' know there's nothing better than raya food! Hope 'you' all enjoy raya as much as I will. If I have time to spare, lets get together and gain a lots of weight!hahaha..

Monday, September 14, 2009

IM SORIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

IM SORI BABY! I KNOW I HAVE HURT U A LOT & I DIDNT MEAN TO HURT U.. I'LL TRY MY VERY BEST TO CHANGE FOR THE BETTER OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.. I HOPE U GV ME THE CHANCE TO MAKE IT BETTET THAN BEFORE..U R 1 OF THE PERSON THAT VERY PATIENT WITH MY INADEQUATE-SELF..

My gf tried to wake me up by calling me about 50times(HOTLINK)+20times(CELCOM) as we planned to go to bazaar together..but I was unconscious..very,very dead! She did texted me with piss off msgs but I totally understand.. What I;m trying to say is Im glad that I have her as my love of my life as she is very..very patince person. How often 'you' see a person willingly to call 'you' a lot of time to wake 'you' up, to reach 'you', and so on..?? So if 'you' have this kind of person in your life, dont make he/she feel UNAPPRECIATE.

I will always LOVE YOU FOREVER AND EVER.

Sunday, September 6, 2009

got it?

It has been how long again?? oh! yeah.. It has been 2 weeks since the last time I post something. I have been bz especially at night doing my assignments.. a lot of them gotta submit before raya! Im so preoccupied.. tired, tension, got issues with.. and much more negative things get into my head! But I have been trying to be positive all the time and thats good enough..well thats all for now. i'll post my older ones later when i'm free.k

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Cramp-> JPJ-> MTV!

11th-15th august... busy with my assignment on BEL and Journ-articles! But our class discuss the articles on the next day and it was a relieve and it was easy. I went back to KL during 2 hours of Psycho class. I shut down my self that night. Ainul and I went to Cheras in the morning for JPJ training. We use our our time wisely although it wasnt enough! I planned to get back UiTM as I and the rest of the KOMED had meeting with the coordinator but I cant as my friend said the bus from Alor Gajah to KL was sold out that evening. I dont want to any risk that might go high wire! I stayed back home and sleep till the next BIG day! My JPJ test! and I was really anxious to do it quickly. But sadly our JPJ was at 2pm and we reached there at 10am! MENCAPAP!! I successfully pass but not Ainul in her parking test.. I feel emphaty for her. I went meet up with my gf..bla..bla..bla.. On saturday, its MTV World Stage! but hours before that..we went lunch at Nasi Kandar near Sunway. I had a lot of foods to fill my stomach.hahaha.. Naqy went back home as theres 'kenduri doa selamat' for her sis, Min. While Kerol, Qis, Fiq, Ice and I went Sunway Pyramid. My hotlink simcard broke and I went Maxis center there to replace it. We 'mencapap' at Starbuck till Tra, Anis and Naqy arrived, but we also had to wait for Aiman and Nad at the entrance. We arent allowed to bring F&B, camera,cam-rec and cant get back in after go out! We had total fun! There was Boys Like Girl, Pixies, Hoobastank and of course all of us and others was waiting for AAR!! They played latest, fav, and old songs that makes us happy and love with it.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Tension builds up and divided!

10th august.. Nothing much, went to CTU class and heard ustaz babbling about.. I dont know, I didnt pay attention. Raz asked me to joined him for a cup of free nescafe near masscomm board and it has been 5 month since the last time I drank coffee, nescafe, or Ali Cafe. Caffeine makes me alert all the time but it affects my head nowadays. We watched a video about a mother's sacrifice for their children.. it touched my heart. It makes me realised that a we cant match a mother sacrifice. I LOVE MY MOM!

Photo class was quick and short. Its already chapter 8 and Im still dont have it in my head! We fin class before noon and we all went ATM for check our money. I have RM12 in my BI account! Arrghh!! I need money lorh! Atthiya and I went to Bendahari as she needs to pay her fine and get her car unclamp!huhuhu.. Atthiya support me for KOMED and we did talk about the incident that happen during Photocamp at that midnight. The girl that been hysteria and asked forgiveness from all of us! We think it is just a prank or seek attention?? Only the god knows!

I went lunch with my gf and friends at 50sen as usual and my graphic class was cancelled for two days! Owh! how much I miss that class! Its fun dowh! Well, headed to college and heard that 3 of my levelmates' money was gone or stolen. We were pissed off but cant do nothing. I do my work on the H1N1 article till I was so pressured as money became a major concerned as a lot need to be done with money. I accidently mad at Azrul while he was bugging me doing my work. So, I shared with my gf about it and it was a relieved. I also missed my bffs especially Mera!

Azrul and the others return with a new floor cover that kinda match the new room colour. I went dinner at kerang bakar restaurant, we called that for now as I dont know its name. I had meeting with the old and soon be retired KOMED. They asked us to introduce ourselves and been interrogate and psyhco us but it was nothing much! As usual, ritual at cafe with As but this time, my gf and friends was also there. I didnt seat with my gf group as its a ritual that we As have together. I had meeting level and it wasnt taking too long. At least I had time to talked with my gf.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Photocamp..

8th and 9th august.. prepared to be at the BA area under the tent for registration with my friends. We are Photo Committees.. Naqy, Kerol, Tra, Qis and I. Well, I had a lil bit issue with them at the first place but it settled. It starts with when them went buying battery for the haler as Mr Kimi bought the wrong one and all 4 of them went to the shop but I wasnt agree with it but I didnt said anything when Naqy asked me. Its was my fault, so I apologized to them because didnt dare to tell them infront of them. Aznam, Naim and I arranged upstairs classes at YG for resting place for the night. We were so exhausted yet satisfied that we have done it in half an hour.


Had lunch after registration and groups are divided to 4 according to 4 lecturers; Mr Kimi, Mr Afiq, Ms Mai and Mr Anuar(new comer that doesnt have knowledge on camera! He supposedly to be teaching PR!). My group with Mr Kimi went near lake to shoot on limited(object is clear & background blur) and extended(both clear), fast & slow shutter speed. I was so focus on it in doing it right. When we went back to tea time, Shaz showed the pixs that he taken and all was amazing shots and as if he was above amature. I was jealous yet Im still wanna learn from him and I did a lil bit. Then my gf taught me 1 or 2 things that really helpful and her class had did it during class on extended, limited and bla..bla.. till landscape & panning.


All of the groups went to Bendahari area to do on panning and sunset shoot. I was good that I catched up fast on panning and on sunset shot, Shaz and me went to Bendahari building to take some good..great shot?? xp Shaz was a lil bit determined by climbing on the roof and I cant stopped him but we did had good place to shoot it. My gf was worried that I wasnt around and dissappeared without telling her. We were took our dinner and had back to college to freshen up and went back earlier to clear up the mess under the tent. All groups learnt bulb shot and I was so fun playing with it.huhuhu.. We took a lot of shots!


When it was already for supper, we were a lil bit tired yet had fun. We went to our sleepin place at YG. The boys slept at ground level and the girls slept upstairs. I cant sleep and neither was Kerol as he was reading the whole time till we saw a lot of the students stepped outside for no reason. We quickly went outside of the class and theres a student got hysteria and she(liyana) was surrounded by some students and lecturers to perfom exorstcism?? After it all of us have to ask forgiveness from her so that 'thing' wont disturbs us. Kerol and I stayed up till 5am and I had to wake them all up for prayer.


We went to 'padang kawad' for sunrise shots. I move place to place o get a great shots.huhu
Did get a few good shot but depends on lecturer. I get my guidance through Aziff. He knows well about camera and shots. After that, we had breakfast and photo session. Photo committees werent allowed to go back yet. So we divided to two groups. 1 group dealt with the BA area and another 1 dealt with YG area. Im with Aznam, Naim and Aziff arranged the groung level and my gf, Kerol, Tra, Qis and Fatin dealt with upstairs. My team fin early and I sent them back using my gf car as I knew they did more work than others. Someone wasnt felt satisfied about it when I asked for the keys to the car. After I sent them at college, I return back to help the others and felt the 'unsatisfied aura' surround me but I didnt care much and continue arranging the tables. They(who felt unsatisfied) can complained all they want, but my team didnt complained.. so dealt with it! Its not high school Im dealing with.

It was so relief when I fin my work and had back to my college with calm but I had probs with my gf but we soon dealt with it afterwards. I wake up back at 7pm after got a good nap and had dinner with my gf, Kerol, Tra, Qis, Nad, and Aiman.


Friday, August 7, 2009

I so hate it my morning been ruined!

7th august.. I didnt fully preapered and had to sent Qis to class. Naqy anf Tra didnt go as they need to deal with their koko and validation. After I sent Qis, I returned back to college to packed necessary stuff and went I back to pick my gf, she had gave me the look I dont-want-to-talk-to-shit! Plus, I got fine as I parked behind the Temenggong's dining hall for 15 min! I so hate it my morning been ruined! I dropped both of them at Bendahari and I went pick up Fatin for deal with validation thingy. I was in the rush as my bus leave at 10.15 and I gotta be at UiTM bus stand at 10am but I missed it and I asked Naqy to drove me at Alor Gajah station bus. When I reached there, it was a wrong bus.. a domestic bus. Soon after, the real bus came and I sat with Mel in the bus. Its been long since I have seen her and we didnt talk much.

I met up with my dad and talked over to convince him and he had a little argue with mom. I hate it and my trip wasnt wonderful at all although I managed to get a camera DSLR; Canon EOS 450D; body+lens+UV filter+screen protecter+lens cap+bag+memory card+cleaning kit+tripod=RM2700 . Reasonable price! I went back to Melaka by bus and planned meet up Naqy at Melaka Central. My bus was stucked in traffic and I reached there at 9.30pm. The shops in there was slowly closed. I took a bus there and went to MP.. well DP as she cant picked me up and worried they'll be late. I met her at McD DP and we left right after that. Well Im tired and got no energy to read the manual. Luckily there was a smaller guide notes that I can read tomorrow.

Im losing it!

6th august.. I sleep late at 4-5am and awake by Azrul that asked me to join him for breakfast at Mak Jan.. I cant say 'NO' as I didnt go overnight with him the last time because gotta go back. Well Azrul, Afiq, Syafiq, Faiz and I ate nasi lemak there for over an hour and all of us except Afiq painted the room after we got back from there. I didnt expect but still I cant say 'NO' as I have been always sleep in his room at the floor. xp I helped out touch-up the unbalance colour.huhuhu..

I stopped at 11am while others continue as I had to prepare as I have interview for KOMED with Aishah. I was nervous and confused with what to wear and Naqy was waiting for me for laundry. After met my gf and pick up Aishah at her block, I was surprised as she wore T-shirt and cardigans for interview. We reached there and others chosen..selected.. our batch that we already knew them. We had our interviewed by Madam Wan Rozita and Mr Hanafi.. it was more to conversation but I was nervous and kinda pause a lot when ever I wanna say something. They asked are we committed and our background. It was a relieved as it fin in 5 min and we went back to college. I change to my regular outfits and had probs as I misplaced Naqy's psycho book and she want it. I was so dead and my head become heavy! I was so guilty and I realised that I havent been organized as usual and that really pissed me off! I was mad at myself cause not having any responsiblity in my mind! I even left my classmates CTU textbooks! I need to be organized or Im losing it!

I went to BEL class with blurred mind and tiredsome! I didnt do well in oral practice too! Even in PR class I was blurred and Madam noticed Im not OK but Im just tired..thats all. Not having PR book makes me totally lost! I just sat back and wondering somewhere else but I did asked some blurred questions.hahaha.. I went to below lib and met up with my gf and friends. My gf and I went pasar and bought laksam and coconut shake and more Madam Wan now knows Im with who and that maybe can be an issues in the near future! xp

I went back to college alone and have a bath to freshen up myself as I had photocamp and KOMED meeting. I was selected and know are a KOMED member. I thought I wanna forfeit but I cant. While I was waiting Naqy and others fin class, I felt asleep till they arrived. Kerol went back to Seremban at 12am as his granpa passed away. I hoped he will be fine.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

I hate her quizzes!

5th august.. I was passed out at 10pm and awake all the sudden at 2.30am! My gf called me many times but I didn’t heard till Afiq wake me up as he want to sleep at his bed. So I was on the floor talking to Naqy with half conscious but I still accompany her till she felt asleep.. through the phone I mean.ngengenge..

I was fully awake at 9.30am as it was so cold with the rain cats and dogs and I felt want to get back to sleep but I haven’t read my newspaper as I have journalism quiz today. I car-pool with my gf and her friends to BA. I went to photostat journ-notes for my classmates and went below library to read the newspaper. Naqy asked me to settle my validation course but my hands was full and had to do one by one. She was pissed off as she thinks I didn’t take it seriously but I told her that I’ll do it after journ-class. The quizzes that she gave to us was based on 5W 1H but it was damn tough and nonsense for us maybe. She asked who Pengerusi..bla..bla..?, when FFM and where? What stands for MAGARAN? ..bla..bla.. I hate her quizzes! We fin class right after quizzes and our psycho-class were cancelled.

I accompanied Shaz at sunshine for lunch, while Aishah, Atthiya and Amin went library to validate course. Atthiya and Amin had problem as they just paid the fees yesterday and the system hasn’t been updated and wont allowed them to validate course. We were a lil bit late for BEL class but the lecturer was fine and it surprised me because he is very strict with it. We discussed on our work on facts or opinion and inferences and my topic on depression was approved! Thank god! Maybe my topic will be Youth in depression?? Well, still have time to think about it.

Amin and Atthiya went to Mr. Rauf’s room and Treasure Office, Aishah and I accompanied them along. I continue watching Make It Happen after I got back to Azrul’s room. Im so inspired by the story although it is a lil bit typical yet a good story. Theres a words from the story that say.. “Dance is a window to the soul. It doesn’t let you hide.. but if you always fight what you feel, you will never tap into what could make you not just a good dancer.. but a great one.” I missed dance...hmm..

Naqy, Kerol, Tra, Qis and went to mamak after bought nasi lemak at SIFE as we heard its sambal is so tasty. But they forgot to ask the sambal as we ask for ayam rending and sotong masak merah. I also ordered roti telur banjir and satay! Its like I, the one who had fasting the whole day! We hang out till Ema, Baqet and Anis joined along. We teased a girl that post something on blog about something.hahaha We kinda had the worst shisha but cant complained much as it is the only place that offers shisha and near to UiTM.

A shock and direct hit!

4th august.. We had graphic class and we learnt on how to make an interesting design on column, words, pixs placement. Its just basic still need to explore more. Went BEL class and as usual Dr David told us about the articles and bla..bla..bla.. I waited my gf for lunch but I wasnt in the mood. So I followed Tra and Qis out as I need to bought 9 newspaper Berita Harian for myself and clasmates. We went shops to shops just to bought it. hahaha..

We went back to e-point and I stayed in the car as the driver window was stucked and I volunteered to closed it. My gf came over and we had a lil bit talk. I went journ class and it was about history. I ate a lot of sugus and moving around. At the end of the class, Miss Rosallynn told six of us cant sat together anymore, if not she will not teaching my class anymore. Six of us was Amin, Adrie, Atthiya, Aishah, Nadia and I.. it was a shock and direct hit! Atthiya wasnt comfortable with it as she always has been a teacher pet. We didnt care much and head back to college to get change for koko. I had a ride with my gf, Qis and Kerol but we dropped the girls at Unit Sukan and we went to our public speaking club class. We learnt how to present to different audiences and it was fun to see others present.huhuhu..

We went pasar 1st as the girls didnt fin yet. I bought myself a rabbit burger and saw Atthiya, Aishah, Nadia, Farah, Hun, and Alia in wet as they went through with water confident. We met up with the girls and all of us just bought burger and ate at below library. Later that night, we went to Mak Jan to listened to a gossip. Then we went back to college, I planned to sleep till 12am.

Monday, August 3, 2009

In the mean time..

3rd august.. I quickly prepared as that morning I had to buy CTU books for my classmates but the person in charge wasnt in yet, so I went class empty. I didnt focused much in class as I was a lil bit sleepy. We went straight forward to photo class and we learn about white balance and landscape shots. Mr Kimi showed us some previous work on story board and we can start on it. I didnt understand the procedure much but I'll catch up later.

I went lunch at 50sen with Naqy and friends and after that Graphic class was cancelled! I didnt know as I left my handphone there!! So, I went back college by car. Got the car for myself for the mean time.I didnt rest, instead went to bought CTU books and picked up 1st aid kit at the UiTM clinic and 2 halers at Unit Sukan. After that, I went picked them up near clinic after class. We went out and in for awhile at Alor Gajah. Had dinner at some restorant near or infront of fire station.

We were like retarded!

2nd august.. After movie, we gotta find our way back to our parking as we cant walked through the mall. So we walk through the parking lot from the other side to the other side. Its was fun..and why? 'you' must be wondering..okay,just imagine the parking lot was empty and you have the place to yourself. What will you do? Well, we had a ride on a trolley along the way and it was fun and we were like retarded!huhuhu..

We supposedly to meet up with Phesza at Wangsa for shisha and Kerol willingly went to Wangsa to hang out as he has nothing to do. We kidnap(we didnt do such thing) or waited for Phesza to sneaked out from the house as her Opah was awake already. Man! Old people do wake up early and dont ask me why, I really dont know. We had shisha(honeydew mint) and nasi lemak(we shared!) that early morning around 3.45am. We make fun of each other and it was quite fun. We went back home at 5am and while Kerol was on his way back alone, he had a wrong turn and he was going Kuala Selangor but he was lucky to find his way back.hehehe

Dad wasnt asleep yet when I reached home..maybe he was waiting for me?NOT!!!Doesnt matter, I felt asleep and awake at 10.30am. As usual, do the laundry and make breakfast for my lil bro. I went PC fair at noon after I talked and got the money to buy broadband(bb). The last day was full of people and cheap too! If my bb is selected by celcom, I will 2 free ticket passes to MTV World Stage.. IF I was selected! My big bro are going back to Poli and my lil bro and I was the one who got to pack his stuff as he was late back from PC fair. I was alone at home and I didnt know what to do while waiting for them. So, I watched again P.S. I Love U. I was touched and envy with Gerry sweety, romantic and persuasive plan for luv..huhuhu.But I didnt fin watching it as they soon arrived at my house.

They were only Naqy, Kerol and Qis.. Tra went back by bus with Anis, Baqet and Ema. We reached Melaka at 9pm and had dinner at Gazebo. It was my 2nd time there since the last time I went there with Kerol, Shiqin and Tra. We got back in UiTM at 11pm++ and on the way back, Kerol did a weird laugh sound that surprised us. How I wish I could upload the video that I recorded but Im not that mean!heeheehee.. xp

Sunday, August 2, 2009

Pessimistic much!

1st august.. I asked my dad money that morning..around RM250 to buy a broadband as it is VERY essential for me to do assignment and others. I need it! please?! Thats the word that 'you' may think I would ask from him but not! There were 3 of us..my dad, my lil bro and me.. so he cant refuse to give me some money kowt but cant ask too much either.huhuhu xp I went alone to PC Fair as Phesza had her cousin engagement ceremony but she planned to have midnight movie and she asked to bring my girl, Kerol, Mera and Hafiz but all was unavaiable. From LRT Wangsa Maju to KLCC was already pack with people but not like a sardin can! I walked..and walked inside PC fair till my gf arrived with her sis. We went to search on her stuffs such as pendrives, external, skin, mouse, earphone and more. I bought myself pendrive, earphone and thats all. I have to talk with my dad on the broadband(bb) things at home.. maybe tomorow morning. While I was with her, I became pessimistic all the sudden as I wasnt able to buy a lot of stuff that I want.. my gf try to sooth me out of it but it took quite a time for me to get over it.gegege X_X



My legs were tired from standing and walking till night. I leave and went back home as I want to leave some money for my big bro and lil bro. Around 10pm, Kerol SMS and he was bored and want to join midnight movie but Phesza had probs to get out off her house as her 'opah' came to stay for a couple of days and she planned to hang out after we had movie. I went back to LRT a.s.a.p. and went to KJ. He arrived around 11.15pm and I was all alone waiting for him. We watched Harry Potter at OU as that was the near to KJ. We were thrilled by it but it need a lil bit sparks(if 'you' know what I mean).