Literally losing it!

Shit! My dad woke me up suddenly early in the morning & he wants my boarding pass. I checked in my bag & it wasnt there. I try to picked up my track since I landed here(sarawak) but nothing. Its possible that I misplaced it or leave it at emigration counter or i dont know. I got a lot of bag on my hands & I have to hold my big bro's boarding pass as my dad said he wasnt cautious enough & now me! Fuck la! I cant get back to sleep that early morning till my parents called while they are shopping at Sarikei..she said it was in one of the plastic beg full of bread. I guess it right but it still doesnt change the fact that I messed up & I need to straighten myself back to the old me.Well not all laa but I need discipline & maintain my routine.

All of mum family are gathering at Sarawak Plaza fr dinner. Usually we will gather at Top spot restaurant but we had buffet at Chicken Hartz Buffet & I didnt ate much as I have gained 10kg! From 70kg to 80kg. Man! I need to get back on track or I soon gonna be chubby+plumpy! huhuhu~ Its not a bad thing to be a lil bit huge but Im returning my old phase where Im feel unsatisfied with myself & I know I can do something to lose some weight! (26 dec)

Christmas atmosphere.

Well supposedly we get on the move to house to house at 10am but mom as usual take her time to prepare. Talk about women get prepare! We stopped near the neighbourhood on uncle Sakeran neighbour. It was a mistake to take to pieces of bread in the morning while you know that you will go someone house & eat on Christmas! Well, I did ate a lil bit before went to aunt Rachel house.

I fell asleep while on the way there. Damn! I need to get enough sleep! I have been easily woke up in the middle of the morning for toilet use. Hmm, its better than pee in your pants! We were there for just half an hour as we men have Friday prayer, while aunt Lena & mom go to the hospital to visit Che Ah Chang as she will deliver a baby soon.

Its does feel awkward to be praying somewhere that you not used to but when you in a mosque, there is nothing can made me an outsider as I always feel welcome and calm or at peace of mind. Well, not sure for others but it still can give a rest of mind. After prayer, uncle Atin invite for a cup of coffee before we went to Islamic Cafe at Bt7. My dad cant seem to let go of roti canai for even 1 day!

When we got home, mom let us rest for an hour before went to Mak Aji housee. Mak Aji is my mom's mak angkat Islam. I realised that i'm really grateful to be born as Muslim. But I'm still far way to go there, if you know what I mean. We arrived at her house with full people in the family gathering. It is so fun to see a huge family gathering together and we can see the sweetness of bonding when they are gathered.

Well, whatever the ceremony and festive, if people are willing to open up heart & mind for just a little while..it can create a harmonious surrounding that bring us closer although for that moment but it can be precious or beneficial.

Uncle Sakeran fam & my fam had dinner at Ipoh Town Kopitiam. It cant compare to Old Town but its the best Kopitiam that Kuching have. I had ice-cream toaster for dinner as I ate a lot while visiting Mak Aji. She is a very good cook. I ate 2 bowl of soto and half of durian that evening. I feel awful enough that I cant resist eating but I realised that I'm stressed with my big bro. He wants a new laptop since he lost his that was used for 2 months and now he want SONY VAIO P! Not only that, he wants a new handphone too! Nokia 5730 Expressmusic.

Its bad enough my old fav handphone is still unfix but I cant get a new one for the mean time! I think that enough about me. I just should be optimistic & redha. I'll get over it sooner or later. (25 dec)

Double the movie Double the meal!

My big bro, Che Nisa & I went to the Spring to watch a movie but while on the way, it was raining heavily as it the rainy season. Had a lil rough trip there..with the rain & traffic jam. We meet up with Nisa's bf at the movie lobby.

I had Korean mee & fried chic with sushi too for lunch. No wonder I'll become huge!haha. Before I get into the movie theater, I did walk around Spring to buy my aunt stuff & more. Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 are the best and so funny! Revolved around brotherhood, loyalty, commitment, high school & girls(Chippets).

Then we watched another movie, the Avatar. Some proclaimed its CGI effects will bring a new blast in the industry but for me it still doesnt beat out 2012! The avatar story was OK but slow in some way.

We had mee kolok for dinner somewhere near Petrajaya. I also take away 10 stick of satay.hee. When we got home, Uncle Peter, Ian & Isaac were there having dinner too. I just joined them with my satay along.huhu. The whole family watched Pink Panther 2 and so much laughter that can burst my stomach! Tomorrow is Chirstmas!yay! (24 dec)

Seat back..

Well, since I slept late & feel like 'dont disturb me!'..so my mom leave me alone. I have been stayed up till late night. Plus didn't sleep enough the day before. I had a lot of breads & just a bowl of rice for brunch.

FB, MS, Youtube & watched Keep Up with Kardashians! Most importantly I was really determined to post new album in FB & MS. Do it all till night was exhausting. Nothing much but all what I want to do are half done. Will be continuing tomorrow. (23 dec)

Surf much?!

We don't know where to go in the middle of the night, so Noy decided we should play pool. I'm in yea! I know I can target the ball well but I need to control my strength in shooting it. We played it till 3am and it was a good time.

I'm definitely tired & sleepy when I got up early in the morning! It took me an hour to get off the bed and 30 mins in the bathroom! haha. I packed up the things that I need & fell asleep on the way there. We check in early but my mum & lil bro flight was at 11.40am & we at 2pm but both our flight was delayed as the the change the airplane. The F&B for this flight was great this time as the chocolate we got are Ferrero & Baskin Robin ice cream!

Che Ida picked us up at the airport. When we got auntie's home, we talk a lil bit & just surfing till dinner. We had ayam panggang for dinner & a lil bit rojak. I have been online till midnight playing sorority life at ms. (22 dec)

With my mom here & there..

My fam already got back home when I was been wake up by my mum. A lil bit surprised but I did expected them to be back in the middle of the morning. My mum ask me to accompanied her to KL Central to buy auntie's make up but it wasnt there anymore and then we went to JJ bought some mens stuff. xp. We bought some sushi too.

Mom got to go facial and it leaves me with my siblings that just woke up at 6.30pm kowt? I didnt packed my clothes much as I was busy watching Ben 10 Alien Ofrce with my lil bro and he was supposed to go to 'mengaji'! I accompanied my mom to Courts Mammoth to pay the bill and we had dinner at 'Restoran Dapur Sarawak'. The specialty was Barli Cincau & Mee Kolok. It was delicious and soon I'll bring my friends to taste it, bet on it. I meet up with Phesza later on as she asked for pics and I asked her to send my phone to Nokia Care.(21 dec)

laughter & emphaty..

I didnt went out yesterday night as I was tired of pissed off and worried if my RM20 fuel can go back and forth to Seremban. Din picked me up & we all lunch at Melawati with the best chicken rice served. Mera had to leave emergency as her mom got bleeding. Poor her and her mom too.

Din, Noy & Yus dont mind accompanied me to Seremban. We convoi with Zul & his two friends as they were going back to JB. Full of laughter on the way there! Hang out with them, makes your throat want to laugh all the time! We were the last at Kerol bro's wedding. Kerol wasnt there too at the time we arrived as his mom just got robbed at the house. His mom handbag with money, handphone, credit card and etc. Poor her! On her son wedding day lak tue!.

I got to talked with my best friend for about 15 min and I gonna miss him as he will be soon take on degree in broadcast. I gave him a belated birthday & soon will be in degree present as it will be a few month till we meet again kowt. We head back and rest till 11pm.

Then they again help me to picked my cousin, Che2 at KL Central that just got back from Sarawak. After we drop her at home, we went to Mali at Danau Kota for supper. It was cold that night and the numb skulls as usual make me laugh with the fart & smelly jokes!(20 dec)

Showing social culture..

Zul, Mera & Hanif came by to my house while I was preparing myself. I gave them a look of the old pics during the high school years.haha! Later I post it. Well, we kind of waited for Din, Noy & Yus too before going off somewhere. As usual, I will think off something since Hanif not used to KL. So thinking of showing him the social culture of KL. So where else? Bkt Bintang laa!

Weekend packed of humans! Especially BUDAK SEKOLAH!!huhu. We went to Sungei Wang..more to window shopping. I bought Bandung bubble tea and Noy & Din like it! I should share with them more often. I was hoping to sent in my phone for repair but it was closed already! Next time maybe.

We shisha at Andalus before magrib and play black jack too. The punishment was to drink barbican mixed with dal & asam.huhu. Yus didnt dare to play but soon after Noy drawed out too! I was on the rush back home as Hafiz waited for me at home to go to Imran's theater but he had to go home for a few minutes. He didnt came and didnt bother to SMS that he was cancelling. I waited outside the house for an hour and a half! I was kind of pissed off but I'll get over it. Tips for you! If you want to do something, be organized & don't forget others! (19 dec)

Kite in the sky.

My parents along with my siblings went to Penang for a meeting and my cousin wedding at Kedah this Sunday. I didn’t go as I have work for the weekend. I got a SMS from Zul to meet up at Old Town at Melati as usual and I texted the others too. When I arrived there, Zul bring along his college two friends. I wasn’t paying attention much as I was busy online. They all want to go to Kite Park at Kepong. Well, it was Yus plan all along as he was eager to go there.

I bring along my lil bro’s kite there. When we got there, full of people was having fun playing with their kite up in the sky. I was also getting excited and so do the others. Yus and Noy was trying their best to raise my kite but the kite was out of balance and we try other method to balance it but it didn’t work! Finally, Zul bought a huge kite there and it flies up into the sky without any probs! We play around two hours till it starts to rain. Poor Anip Bumi, he just got there but we have to leave.

We went to Karaoke instead after that at Wangsa Walk. We sang all out, we didn’t care how our voice been projected but we sang. Noy got emo as Zul start laughing when Noy start to sing and I laughed as well. The song had something to do with his love life I think?? I didn't laugh at Noy on purpose.k!

After karox, we went to Melayu for a drink. Nothing much, just 'menganjing' each other.haha xp (18 dec)

Troubles is coming soon.

I accompanied Phesza to school this morning as she wants to cop her photocopy document. There was a new build guard house and not only that, the offices and the counselling room have been renovated. Mrs Nor Hayati is the new Koko HEM. We have time to hear her gossiping about the previous hot couple that she thought they have married.. but not. Who else..tuuuttt..let it be a secret.haha. I, Phesza & Mera went to JJ for window shopping. Before we had lunch at McD, I & Phesza played Dance Dance Revolution. It was so fun although I’m not used to it as we haven’t play it for a quite some time. Phesza was exhausted already after not nearly 30 min. We had Prosperity Burger later on. Nothing much we can’t do there, so we went back early as Phesza have to go to Damansara at 5pm and Mera & her siblings go to Wangsa Walk.

I do my chores with my lil bro at home as usual. I was kind of sleepy time to time till Yus called and ask me to join him to go to Kite Park at Kepong. I bring along my lil bro join Yus, Din & Noy. While on the way there, it starts to rain and we didn’t get to play it. So head back home and I fall asleep till Isyak. My mum asks me to tapau her Kuew Taw Ladna and my lil bro as usual dinner at Melayu. I’m on diet at the time being.haha. My big bro just got back around 11pm and what shocking is he lost his laptop. He just got that new laptop and it haven’t reached 3 months! My dad is so got his head full with this. He haven’t finished paid yet. My allowance for the next semester will be quite a trouble.. not only for my life at campus, more importantly for the book and assignments! Well, with my other probs, I have to find other alternatives soon. (17 dec)

Miserable can change.

I feel so powerless in the afternoon. I didn’t eat but I did mop the house and the laundry. I feel asleep in the evening and I got up as my lil bro prepare some meal. He cooked wantan and chicken ball. I had a lil fight with my mom. I was so frustrated that she keeps asking me the same question, “Have you closed the pipe?” and I answer it twice! I slammed the door and she was babbling about sin. I soon realised my fault and apologize to her during dinner at Georgetown White Coffee as we can’t make it to A&W. I was emotional all the sudden. It is maybe because I kept my darn feeling inside long enough..loneliness, frustrated & miserable time to time..probs with family, friends, relationship, money, academic, decision, mental & emotion. All of this is just phases that I’m going through right now to adulthood.

I went to Melayu to meet up with Yus & Din. We just sort of doing nothing useful as we are talking nonsense and make a laugh of our own jokes and sarcasm. Before that, I went to shake hand with Meor as he my senior drama family. He asked, “Where is your lil bro?”. It was strange and he said that my lil bro will beat my old reputation during my high school years. I think about it but why would I care? “Abe..abe laa. My lil bro is he self.” Although he look up to me but I don’t want he to be over shadowed by my previous success and try to reach others expectation like I did in order to fill my satisfaction and others. I want him to be other than me. Being me sometimes can be weird and not everyone can understand although you know me quite some time. Things change since I’m in university, I have to reach my own expectation to go to the next level. Even though I haven’t reached my goal, it soon will be. Just be optimistic and yourself. (16 dec)

Sudden plan!

My mum ask me to pick up her clothes at dobby & my girl also change plans from Wednesday to today, to celeb Nad’s birthday. Damn! I’m so out of fulus!! I can’t ask my mum as we just got back from Jakarta & has spent a lot. Plus, with dad had probs with money too, there will be soon a war in the house!?haha

I went straight to LRT right after my mum left the house. I even leave a list-to-do for my lil bro as chores! My girl picked me up with Nad inside the car. We park at IKEA and meet up with Qis & her bf, I didn’t know whose coming and what we will be doing today. We had lunch at IKEA Food Court and I ate alot although I said to myself and my girl that I want to diet. I even bring biscuits in my bag but I can’t resist the smell and looks of it. Then we had difficulties on choosing a movie between Princess Frog & Santau. Since the plan was to celeb Nad’s Birthday early, we watch Santau that she keen to watch it. It was full of suspense & psycho twist.huhu.

It was already 7pm when I was on my way back home and I forgot that my lil bro was alone and my dad probably had gone to PD in the afternoon. I got back home around 8.30pm. I didn’t even have quality time with my girl back then. My lil bro & I went dinner.. I didn’t eat ok! I spend my night with folding clothes at home and watched Charmed. (15 dec)

Last minute thing..

The usual routine after got back home. Open gate for mom to go to work in the morning. Do the laundry and sent mom’s clothes to the dobby. Vacuum the house with my lil bro. We clean the fan and aircond, well to be exact.. I lift him up on my shoulder. Damn! He was heavy till I ask him to massage my back by step it. We were kind of tired but mom still mad as we didn’t fin our work. I even didn’t mop the house. I know my job basicly to take care of my lil bro meal and bla..bla..What I really do is take care of the house.I’m so tired! When I finished bath, my kitchen got a leak..maybe from the pipes but it will soon be check, for the mean time..can’t use clean water.

I got a SMS from Kak Nita about online register for PR & Broadcast. I text to the people who planning to go there..the register closed at 5pm. I received the SMS at 3pm and I soon realise that I haven’t change my timeline from Jakarta. To those who receive late SMS, SMS me all the sudden and I didn’t reply ASAP, calling me for coordinator phone no or didn’t think my call wasn’t important, I’m sorry for you all then, thats not my probs. I don’t have any credit left to reply or call. I even left my phone in the bag after 9pm till 3am. So, I hope everything goes well and good luck to you all.

My family and I went to the new quarters in the KEMENTAH at night. It was lovely and the 2nd spacious house we had since Kelantan. From my parents’ room & guest room, I can see KL city scenery.. KLCC, KL Tower, Istana Budaya & more. Monday Blues aren’t showed here.huhu (14 dec)

Home back safely

My mom & I are going back today, I thought want to have the last swim before leaving but auntie sent us out to Ambassador Mall while she & uncle bring Afif to the hospital to check his fever. There, I bought a toy & some movie CDs, while mom bought accessories for her cloth. Nothing much there, it is a mall anyway. We had lunch at home and had conversation before head to the airport at 4.30pm. Mom cried a lil bit when she says goodbye to auntie. They are BFF for such long time since I was little. We check in our flight at 6pm(7pm in Msia). We had to wait till 8.30pm but there were 30min delay. I was so bored till I watched Charmed through my laptop till we got in the aeroplane.

When the plane takes off, I can see the lights of the Jakarta city that was so calm compare to KL. 2 hours of flight feels like an hour as I was into my world. We arrived at LCCT 11pm and went back in tiredness. I message all my close friends of my arrival as I missed them so much. I got to watch a movie on bed with my lil bro but I fell asleep soon after. (13 dec)

The trip will end soon.

My mom was pretty mad that I’m always wake up late. We went to Pasar Baru (Pasaer Baroe) that similar to Petaling Street but nothing interesting. We went back to the Mayestic to try on the suit but mine wasn’t fin yet. I & Shahira ate some delicacies that were sold beside the road in Mayestic. The foods were more to coconut flavour. I fell asleep as soon we got back, I didn’t really get a good rest yesterday. The tailor come by the house and I tried out my suit.. I like it. It is my 1st time that owns a suit but not vest laa.huhu.

I packed my stuff after magrib as I’m going back tomorrow. Our stuff are kinda heavy and plus 2 bags that full of my mum clothes!? Well, I feel better than yesterday for sure and I think I have to be more optimistic and more... you know what I mean. I have been thinking of my mistakes and what should I do or do I need to change?? As time goes by, I fell asleep and I think the answer will come to me when the time is right. Not going to degree was a sign that I wasn’t knowledgeable & not prepare for degree.. I think there is more that I need to see with my own eyes of what will come if I fin my diploma.

The whole family had sates, BBQ & steamboat for dinner. It’s quite rare to have 3 in 1 but it was fun. Doing 3 different meals are so making me eating more than usual.haha I think I will make the same thing in my any event soon, if I have enough money laa.huhu. (12 dec)

The routine in Jakarta.

I was late and had sushi in the morning. We take away the unfinished sushi yesterday and ate it but didn’t finish it too. We 3 went to Tanah Abang again as my mum want buy something for the family and buy curtains and she did. I got myself nice slings beg that cost only RM18! The routine was the same like yesterday..except we ate KFC for lunch. My mum don’t dare to eat Indonesian food maybe?? The routine..well,my mum bought her clothes, I swam in the pool after got back and I had a lot of time drink Teh Botol that is quite famous here. I also keep drinking green tea all the sudden.

At night, Uncle Ramli drive us and his family to Monas (Monument Nasional..) and just take a sightseeing around the town at night. He brings us to KL Village that have Malaysian food. There are nasi lemak, roti canai, western, hot cooking, juices, Nescafe, milo nad more. It was ok but there were no mamak like they advertise! Well, as soon as I got back home, I watched Charmed season 1. I really keen to watch this series as it was my no. 1 fav!huhu I think when I’m around 23y/o.. I’ll plan to have a holiday at Bali or Bandung. Where ever it is, as long as my friends are there. (11 dec)

Disappointment!?

As usual my mom wakes me up in the morning at 8am as it is impolite to be up late in other house. I had fried rice for breakfast before go Tanah Abang. That place is like Petaling Street mixed with sungei Wang. We had A&W for lunch. If you come to Indonesia, A&W are called AWE. A lot of stuff that can be bargain from clothes to shoes to bags to curtain to toys and much more! My mom bought a lot from there and she want to come back tomorrow. Damn! It is not enough?? Well, I and Shahira walk and walk accompany my mum till evening.

Try to get a cab in the evening is tough as traffic jam soon start at 2pm!!? I don’t know how or why it occurs. I think the population was the reason. After I got home, I went swimming in the pool and Afif joined in. We played in the pool till magrib. I got a SMS from my girl and it was the result of my 3rd semester. I got 3.49.. I really don’t know where I went wrong. I’m so disappointed with myself and can’t believe I still can’t get DL! I think I have to be my old self. So, I did cried in the shower but I can’t scream, I can’t let out and don’t know why.. I need my friends with me right now but I realise I need to stand alone! I need to forget about it for awhile and do some thinking.

I decided to go out with Shahira to Senayan City. There was Raoul opening and it was like fashion show. We window shopping on handphones, I fall in love on the new LG Chocolate and SE Satio & Aino. We had dinner at Sushi Tei and ate a lot till cost RM80! I ate a lot.. and so full. Before we went in to the movie, I bought my fav drink.. bubble tea. Huhu. We watched Zombie Land and it was funny, creepy and action with the blood effect and zombies!! I hope I get over my feeling quickly. (10 dec)

Charmed!!!

I was late and rush with bath and breakfast on nasi lemak before leave the house to Mangga 2. When I’m in the car, it was still early at 9am and we manage to get out of traffic that known as “marched” (bahasa Indon..ku xtaw eja..ngee). There were bunch of people on the middle of the traffic selling f&b, newspaper, and toys?? Wau! Direct selling much! We got to Mangga 2 at 10am where people just started to open their shops. It is similar to Petaling Street for me.

My mum and aunty went here and there, from shop to shop.. bought their stuff that mainly dress, handbag & shoes! My feet were sore as been standing and watching them. I’m still surprise with where do women get their power, energy & will to shopping??! But as I was kinda moody today as my mum ignore & reject my choice of shirt, she gave the whole complete season of CHARMED! I was so happy and can’t believe it cheap and clear! 1 CD cost RM2-RM2.50 and we stop and go back at 2pm. I’m lucky to get it pas it was an old stock.

Around 3.30pm, I & Shahira went to Blok M area where that similar to Sungei Wang. We went there for just survey over old phone and I got interested but I kept that desire for later on. We went around there and went back like nothing else to do. Shahira want to shisha but I have cough. So if I shisha, my throat will dry and might make it worse. On the way back, the also bunch of people raising hand like waving for cab but actually they want to have a ride as a car should contain more than 3 peoples and if was to avoid traffic jam.. you can say car pooling but with strangers. Weird huh??

When I got back to the house, I watched Ben 10 Alien Swarm in Afif’s room. Afif is Shahira lil bro. There, I played with him as he was bugging me. He was like a little kid that has sugar rush! Naughtier than my lil bro and I was having fun with it. Play with him for an hour was exhausting! I missed Aizad when he was little..what am I saying??! I miss my lil bro??!haha

I had nasi lemak for dinner again. Im gaining weight!huhu My result are coming out tomorrow!! I’m nervous but at the same time thrilled! I work my butt off with my team mates to get good carry mark!! I done my best with revising and focus on spotted! Argh! Can’t wait! (9 dec)

Whats in Jakarta?

I had breakfast with aunty and we went to Mayestic where my mum and aunt shopping for clothing materials. During our way, traffic jam was still on although it was at 10am. There are motorcycle services called Ojek that similar to cab and theres another small cab that has 3 tyres called Badat(sound like Bajai). At Mayestic, there is a cloth shops called Mega and the price are reasonable.

There, I talked with Shahira all the time as there nothing we can do. The handphone around here are cheap and nowadays, most Indonesian used BB! I’m surprised as they love BB. The social standards are high compare to Malaysia. I feel very humble at some places that packed with high standard teenagers! But one thing that I can say is if the girls are pretty, they are really2 pretty! If the girls are not and it is NOT! The people here really critics about us a lot compare to ourselves but we are just human.. right?

Don’t talk about price with me because I know we can afford it. Here, items..any items are half the price of our items. No wonder there can afford BB! Some are really rich and some are really down poor! Not everythings are nice here. There are corruption and traffic jam!

At evening, we went to Senayan City. Its kinda like Pavilion for me. We were more to window shopping than buying. I had my eyes on a lot of things but what can do, I can’t afford it. Although I was kinda sad but I still being optimistic! xD
We had dinner with the usual dishes that similar to lunch. We watched Desperate Housewife and then I had swimming as I really love water and swimming! After got tired of it although it wasn’t even half an hour, I need to get back my stamina & maintain it. (8 dec)

A Trip to Jakarta with my Mom.

I was so lazy to wake up as I was still tired and tired. I didn’t bath as my mum asked me to send some clothes to the dobby, so I put some of mine as well. I bought Kreko, my favourite manga comic that I manage to get the last one at 7E. When I got back home, I had to rush up in packing my stuff and bring my laptop and camera as I’m going to Jakarta with my mum! We reached LCCT safely. I message my close friends to inform them, if they making plans that involves me.huhu. There was a delay for 10 min but we reached the Jakarat airport at 9pm. It was 2 hours flight. The time in Jakarta was an hour late in Malaysia.

I was surprised that Uncle Ramli has sent his officer to pick us up. During our way to the car, some boys was following and I was cautious and alert if anything happens but they were freelancer that work to pick up any luggage into the car. I was surprised that this can be a job. The highway here was so dizzy for me and we are getting near to Uncle Ramli residents, I saw a wooden trolley that contains of a bunch of things that selling near the main road and in front of residences. It shows their effort of marketing..

When we reached Uncle Ramli and Aunt Saimah house, I was mesmerize with spacious house that have a swimming pool and 2 young maids.huhu.. We had dinner once we come in and I online to update my status at FB & MS. I talked a lil bit with uncle & aunt but I do some catch up with my old friend, Shahira. She had just finished her masscomm foundation at Lim Kwok Wing. I haven’t try to contact her after move out as I was little and it was awkward for me to contact her as I’m not use to contact my old friends since standard schools. But we were fine, I think. (7 dec)

Say Good Bye to Pangkor.

As usual, I woke up and had bath early while others was still tired and asleep. We pack our stuff and head to the jetty. There, a bapok give salam to Noy and Noy was very pissed off. We make fun of him the whole day. We had lunch at Nasi Ayam Mama in Manjung before continued our journey back to KL. I directly fall asleep while Zul was driving. I was awake somewhere between Perak & Selangor. During the trip back home, Din’s car tyre explodes. Din act cool but he was really nervous as he doesn’t have jack or tools. Luckily, Zul has it and done the changing process. We continue our journey till got out Sungai Buloh.

We meet up at Shell Gombak. There, we split up as Noy has to go back Kuantan by late evening and Zul has to send Phesza as she to her college as she has exam on the next morning. We had so much fun and we just spend RM100 for the trip from oil car from KL-Lumut-KL, F&B, and activities. Zul drive to Seremban 2 and we had dinner at Sushi King. It was my 2nd time there and it was Zul treats.

After that, we finally sent Phesza to her college or we so called hooker place(just having fun, don’t take personally xD). I drove back from Seremban 2 to Mera ‘s house. There, Zul explained to Mera’s dad for the lateness and other stuff. Both of us had a drink at Melayu where Hafiz and Zaf come by later on. We share our story and Zaf looked interested with it, Hafiz look kinda regret but he is sometimes hard to read. We similar more or less to someone I know. I went back home with tiredness and tomorrow is another trip. (6 dec)

The Pangkor Activities!

I woke up with readiness to go to the beach. I watch my face and brush my teeth but I didn’t bath. We had breakfast at a stall nearby before waiting for a boat to pick us up. We had a lil walk on the beach in the morning and I realised we are in paradise. We took some pics before abroad the boat. A tour guide brings us to tour the island and some other small island and he showed us a gamat that spilled out rubber and landak laut from the sea. He also showed a huge rock that looks like a whale and a pile of rocks that look like crocodiles. We also get a chance to snorkelling at an area snorkelling spot. We saw colourful fish and we feed them. Some had difficulty to swim but Zul and I are used to it.

Then he brings us to an island that is white and clean. He dropped us there and we had a lil fun there. Yus and I buried Phesza in sands! I couldn’t believe it, Phesza volunteered to be buried with sand.haha.. While Din and Noy explore the rocks on island and Zul & Mera play with a gamat on the beach..we buride phesza and make a sculpture of a body on her. She had a gamat as a penis, shells as tits and a lil crab as ???. Dont ask! Well, we returned back to Pangkor and play Jet Ski. Zul with Mera, Din with Phesza. Well, the day before I can hear Phesza trembling on the motorcycle but Din was shaky and noisy ride Jet Ski with Phesza. After that, I drive with Din and Noy with Yus. Yus pulled out some cool stunt with drifting. Although we had fun, something happened..bla..bla..so we didn’t ride banana boat.

We went back to the resort and change. I ride with Noy and took pics behind him. We tour around the island and went to a Chinese temple.. I forgot its name but it has a huge Labi2, we went to Dutch Fort and old jetty. We had a very late lunch where Noy and Din try to ‘hit’ a sweet girl at that restaurant. After lunch, the other boys went to pasar to buy some chicken, sausages and spices for tonight BBQ. I was left as usual to watch out. I and the girls had some talk. We planned to watch sunset at some beach but it was covered by a small island. So instead, we play at the beach and hide others selipars in the sand till magrib.

The boys were tired and fell asleep till 9pm. I hold myself not to sleep as I afraid of being moody. But it explodes eventually when I want to ride a motorcycle by myself and follow Yus & Noy to the town to buy charcoal as they forgot to buy some but Din and Yus questioned me as was afraid I might get hurt. I was pissed off as they treat me like the old me. The old me was quiet and a good boy that doesn’t make harmful things. Well, things change! I have changes! I know how to ride it and get moody with it, so I kept quiet and listened to my songs in my hand phone. Zul did try to persuade and encourage me to follow them, but I refuse. I don’t need to show them or others that I’m capable of doing things, I know what I can and or can’t do! I know they are being caring but please being considerate. Well, enough about that.

While waiting for Noy, Zul and Din finished with BBQ, we play blackjack and this time using money. I had 10sen at the beginning and manage to winning until 80sen. I don’t mean to brag but it was fun for amateur like me. We each have the piece of chickens and can take the sausage as many we want to. Later, we planned to have karaoke at KTV but it closed at 2am and we reached there at 12am. So we had again tour half of the island but since Phesza was still sick and sleepy, we had back. During riding up the hills, Phesza hear..Din felt and Zul & Mera see “something”. We talked about it at the restaurant and had hot drink that night. We also had snack and sparkling juice on the bed but soon fall asleep quickly. What a day! (5 dec)

The Pangkor Trip

At midnight, I, my lil bro, Noy and Zul went Danau Kota after having dinner at Melayu. Zul bring us to a burger stall that famous with its big burger. Its Zul friends stall and he ordered Chicken chop burger that is nic but we all can’t finish it. There we meet up with Abg Zul, one of Zul workplace buddy at the workshop. He taught Zul about cars and mechanic stuffs. Afterwards, we went to uptown. We walk and window shopping, well obviously me! Noy bought himself a pair of croc shoes for the trip. Zul and Noy also bought lil thingy that put on their shoes. It is a trend but more people are wearing it and it kinda not fun anymore to wear it.

Have to wake up early in the morning to call the others and prepare. Waking up the others are the toughest task but I deal with it as I have been in the situation a lot of times..thanks to Kerol.haha We only need to bring RM100 for this trip and it cover all expenses! Yus was our banker and tour guide for the holidays. Im just sit back and enjoy! We start moving after solat jumaat as we have to wait for Din to finish his assignment and meet up at MMC. I drove the car there as I’m big and 5 more peoples in the car. When we meet up at MMC, I ride with Zul, Mera and Phesza while Din with Noy and Yus.

They drove till take a break at RnR Tapah. Zul asked a salesgirl there the way to Lumut. She said that we have missed the road to Bidor because it was much easier. So we turned back and went to Bidor. It was a long trip and we stop 3 times asking the way to Lumut and the new jetty. We were afraid that the jetty will be closed at 6pm but we reached late at 6pm and it actually closed at 8.30pm.

We abroad the ferry at 6.30, it start moving at 7pm bcoz it want to full up the people in the ferry and we reached the island at 8pm. It was quite a relieved that we reached the jetty and we enjoy the breeze while we were on the ferry. The jetty was quiet at night and we took a van there to go to the resort. The van driver was an old man but he drive like he was in a race! The road was small and snakey shape, up and down the hill but we arrived safely. We checked in and got two rooms. One that has 2 queen size beds was for us 5 boys and another for the girls, 1 queen’s bed. The shower was very strong and it from the mountain is not mistaken.

The other boys went to rent 4 motorcycles for our convenience to move around the island while I babysit the girls. FYI, this was Phesza 1st time ride a motorcycle. She rides with Noy as she was freaked out and noisy once she sat on the motorcycle. She was sick actually but she hangs on. We went dinner at a restaurant that faced the ocean. Although we can’t see nothing at night but the breeze was extraordinary. We had ikan bakar, prawns & squids goreng tepung and sayur kailan. We can’t explore the island that night as the owner advised us not to, plus it was raining a lil bit.

We went back to our room and start to watch TV and do our own thing. I start to jump on the bed and suddenly I get an idea of taking pics in fast shutter. Noy and Din joined as well jumping like crazy. The others also start to joined and take formal and candid pics. Later, we play black jack..the girls joined as well. Don’t worry, we didn’t use any money, instead we maggi tomyam +sarsi +marshmallow =yucky!! For those who lose will have to eat and drink it in one shot! Din was the 1st to taste the yumminess of it..like NOT! Yus barf after eating it! The others and I was also push ourselves to swallow it. It was so much fun and laughter. P/S. Din laugh like a devil after Yus barf! I will record it next time and use it as my alarm clock!hehe(4 dec)

Follow the untold plan

That morning, I and Hafiz ran over to the post office to send our thing to our girls. We have to find a box and wrap it with oily paper. At the same time, Azie, Fasyha, Ainul and Arin are on their way to Mera’s house as they are having a lil tea party. I was late to see them as I was busy with the thingy but all turn out fine.
When I reached Mera place, Fasyha and Ainul planned to go to a waterfall at Batu 14 in Gombak. I didn’t know about it and I even don’t mind joining them, so I bring along my lil bro. He mingles with the girls fast. He got that from me.hehe..

Mera bring her siblings and ride with Zul. All together that went to water playing was I, my lil bro, Fasyha, Liyana(her lil sis), Ainul, Azie, Arin, Mera, Zul and Mera two lil siblings. We had fun at the water and I ate a delicious tuna sandwich that prepared by Fasyha. I haven’t eaten from morning since I left the house. Zul and Mera didn’t play in the water but took pics. Tag me,ok! xp

After that, we all went to Ainul new house at Bkt Permata at Sri Gombak. Her house was lovely but quite far from us. We stayed for drinks and snack there till we have to move to send Arin and Azie back home. We stopped drink near Azie place where there is a stall, there we discussed with Fasyha to join our Pangkor trip and talk with her mom.

It was nearly magrib, where Zul and I try to persuade her mom to let her join us but I let Zul all the talking as he knows how to deal with it. I’m just a tool to convince her mom. But later at night, her mom allowed her to join us but not her dad! So the answer was NO. Im sorry that you couldn’t join us, but there is hikmah behind everything.(3 dec)

The same thing for a trip

I have been doing the same thing. Wake up late, evening meal, discussing over Pangkor that soon take over by Yus as he has connection there. I was relieved that I don’t need to conduct it as I want to have fun. I also invite my girl and close friend to the trip but no respond, and it make me so irritated with people that doesn’t know to reply message during holidays. But what can be done, I can’t blame them. I usually ignore them as they have their own life.

Well, I make some lists before the trip and message with the others that participate. Actually, I haven’t told my parents yet about it.. so I’m hoping there is no obstacles that can change my plan with them.huhuhu. I cut my hair eventually at Miko Seksyen 2 and I’m satisfied. I prefer ‘jinjang’ or Chinese style coz it match with me lorh. (30 nov- 2 dec)

Happy for the past

I watched Power Ranger Jungle Fury after breakfast. It’s unusual to watch it as it usually in the evening. I am a fan of it since I was little child, it is kinda fun to watch it back. I think I will collect all my fav soon enough. Think back of the pass make me happy for some times. It does bring happiness but we have to realise that the things that we don’t want to remember will soon chase us back. Soon, I will have to confront and tell sooner or later.

We check out from the hotel before lunch and we take away a slice of cake, 2 cream puffs and 2 blueberry pies. On the way back, traffic wasn’t that bad but when my parents start quarrel in the car, that make me sick and I put my earphone on and fell asleep in the car.

We got back to KL after 2 & a half hour, my dad brings us to his friend’s house for ‘raya’. I had dishes known as ‘mampat’ but it is really wantan. I fought with my siblings over attitudes. We watched movie that night and I didn’t talk to them until after the movie as we had to wait for our dad for more than an hour. I have to talk to them as I want make sure they are saved and near with me. Well, being in KL during midnight is dangerous, so have to watch each other back. (29 nov)

A Famosa- Aidil Adha?

I slept late at 2.30am as I was busy posting my stories my blog. Wake up late around 8.30am. My siblings and I went to breakfast & I ate quite big..around 3 plates?? After that, we went back to our room to change to our swim wear. My dad joined us as well. I was surprised he joined us, it’s been long since he joined and done something with us. We had fun with the slide, tunnel, wave and we had lunch there.

In front of the entrance and exit, there were 2 elephants, a pony & a camel. While I took a pixs of it, 1 of the elephant poops! Eeww! Yuck! After that, my family went to Masjid Tanah at Uncle Ramli village as there ‘masjlis kesyukuran’. As usual, I help out to prepare some dishes after the ceremony. The dishes were delicious and it was hand made by my aunt. I was feeling sleepy after some work at uncle’s house and fun at the water world. Azie ask me to if I’m free this Thursday and gather friends to meet up at Kinokuniya. I hope there is nothing will stop my plan.

We went back A Famosa for dinner and it was western meal style. Again, I ate a lot like the day before. I will gained 5 kg soon..and I mean by tomorrow.hahaha. We also went in to Cowboy Town and watched the parade with lots of dance, animal performances and gimmick that end with fireworks. My siblings played rodeo ride and bumper car after the parade, and I played throwing balls at tins to get a toy but I failed and the tickets are kinda expensive more than Genting games!

I watched Korban Kasih Marlisa at TV3 and it was very good Malay story. I was touched with it. A love story that shows love needs sacrifice and not everyone will get what they want. (28 nov)