Monday, October 26, 2009

Successfull Dean List Award & Raya Dinner

After I been busy for the whole week..on weekend were also not an exception. Saturday(17nov)I had breakfast with my girl as it was her birthday and at 10.30am, I have meeting and rehearsal with KOMED at pdg kawad. She did cried the day before as she should be at home and celebrating with her friends but her mom said she will be coming. I had to leave at noon to home and pick up my stuff and I did get time to bought her present as I have to waited for my lil bro who accidentally brought along my broadband to my uncle house at BJ! I bought her a cow moo photo frame, nothing much can do lorh. Naqy's mom didnt came to see her and it make her more sad with me being not around. I feel so guilty but I cant do nothin. She went out to take some pixs for her 7 pixs. Speaking for 7 pixs, I did submit a lil late but i did well and my story board was a success with the help of my girl, Zul and Mera. Thanx and love you all! Meet up with Iris in the bus and we talk till reached UiTM. I didnt stop yet, I have to stop by and help a lil bit with the door gift. Give a talk to the performer and went back to rest.

Sun(18nov) I had some errant to be done till 4pm. I help all that I can till 7pm. I was exhausted all ready but still hanging on. Some KOMED with me went to the event at 8pm!huhu.. my girl came with others and I was so happy they came to support but a friend of mine didnt came and I was really surprised but cant do much as I was busy but things go smoothly and we fin at 1am. But the next morning got stomachache and not only but everyone! We have to report it and others posted it on FB. Have to brief in post-mortem.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

9 months..

Not only my friend got hurt but also my girl. She feels I didnt gv her any attention or care bout her or treat her well. I should be more concern and sensitive as I try not to make anyone especially my girl.

we have been up and down and argue almost everyday over little things..so it is important to communicate with your partner whatever it is..even the small details can be serious. We try to complete each other and not try to 'perli' each other to 'tegur' ones fault.hehehe

Neway, we have been together 9 months and a lot have happen along the way. HAPPY 9th MONTH ANNIVERSARY syg!! We still have long way to go but chill. xp

I Love U the way you are..no matter what flaws you have..i have it too. xD

Now I know the feeling..

Well after raya holz, Im packed up with journ and psycho assignment! Then with my 1st time involvement with Dean list award ceremony and raya dinner event have lessen my time with myself and with others too. I and Aishah were bz tfor the whole week with fund raising, raya money collection, publisity and logistic and not to forget protocol got my head stick with event and assigments!

Theres 1 day where we and my gf with her gfs went to UHTrading to make more order after we got "warning" from Mdm Wan in our last meeting and we learn from our mistake. Back to the story, I and Aishah was exhausted and hungry bcoz have been calling and moving around campus collecting raya dinner money, hanging up bunting and banner! So after Aishah done dealin with tauke, we went to 7E and bought Maggi cup. WE ATE MAGGI in front of that shop like two teenagers that are poor and abandon!

Now we know hows previous KOMED feels while I saying things bout them!hehehe and now myself a KOMED.huhuhu

My fault..

Im have been too focusing to my assignment, KOMED and work till I neglect my girl and close friends. I didnt realize there are problems that they have or been through and I wasnt there for them. I push my self and make time to spend time with them as I feel they need me. I feel the bad aura surrounding them with the new conflict over car and money but it soon settled with being open. Im happy for them but Im disappointed with myself as I wasnt there for them if they have problems and it started when my friend cried and I soon realize that Im not a good friend coz my cried friend didnt fully shared feelings. I understand as its been a long time I have really been talking, sharing, gathering and more till make my friend feel dont want to share. It does hurt but friend does have the right to keep it. Im so sorry I havent been there for u.

Plus, with u planning with going fast track, already makes me feel that i have slowly losing u as I know it will not be the same without u. I noticed u kinda have been avoiding me or maybe I over reacting but I did the same too with making myself busy and slowly apart from u coz i dont want to get hurt knowing time will soon pass and will be end of this semester.

Maybe it my fate and test from god as I have been losing friends..best and close friends. Before this, every 2 years, my family will move out from here to there and many more. Luckily, I stayed at KL since form2 till now and since that, I have been afraid of making close friends as I know, eventually set apart when the time comes.

Its a lie if I said that im prepared for it bcoz Im afraid of it but Im still trying to be strong.

Im stuck in the middle..

They had a lil argue over car and money and im stuck in the middle. I wanna said it to both of them but I only told him the truth and its not what she said, "its totally me!Face it maturely, u know very well how i deal with people and u. I didnt have the right time to confront with u as i dont want to caught u off guard..both are hot heads! Dealing with both of u are tough as u 2 are special to me. U wont listen from me and u couldnt accept it..theres must be something coz true friends and love accept me the way I am as I have flaws just like others. So stop being so immature and selfish! Both of your actions showed that u both dont appreciate friends and each other. I dont know whether u change recently and why? or thats just who u really are after all.. I seriously dont know.. but I do know, your my friend and it hurts a lot.

Monday, October 5, 2009

A week of Journ & Psycho..

(27th september-3rd October) I went back to Malacca with my gf and not by bus as it is much easier than have to go to Bkt Jalil as they change the terminal at Pudu for this festive season. Plus, its been 12 days I havent meet Naqy and she really missed me and I missed her too. We went DP before entered UiTM back because she wanna find her shoes! But sadly it was closed already and they(Nqy & Tra) thinked it open till midnight on festive season. We had McD for dinner and as soon as I got back.. I unpack my stuff and went to Taki's room to do my part of CTU assignment and that is doing slide show for Monday presentation. We slept at 3am and meet up in the CTU class, we did well. In photo class, we will have to submit our 7pixs by next week and Im kinda have some pixs but only two were approved! Thats suck! Our graphic class was cancelled and its true as predicted by Sob..hahaha.. I went back to sleep and wake up at 8pm. I do my journ and it was moderate-easy! Nothing much as we need to compile it and follow the format that Ms Rossalynn gave.

We meet her up at noon as Graphic class cancelled again and we did practice on BEL past year question. We need to adjust our font and citation. Well, in journ class was boring enough and I was sleepy. In 'koko', we just need to do on speech critique based on our video that we have. Naqy and her collegues went to Bangsar as her team havent done interview yet. I continue my journ with others at night and Nqy's car was out of fuel at Kelemak, maybe she forgot or having fun talking in the car or dont know laa..but she told me that they thought they will make it to petrol station at Kelemak. Aiman helped them out and they got back safely. It didnt bother me much as we were focusing on journ and she got friends to look out for her. Nqy was busy doing Psycho as they need to submit tomorrow and we too need to submit our journ as we have the same lecturer.

We didnt have journ class that noon but we still have to wake up that morning to print out our journ adn as we fin print, we were happy to submit in but Ms was there! She checked out our work and we need to do correction on citation and references. I re-correct it in BEL class and submit it again for the last time and our format mark was 8.5/9 and I was happy about it becasue we have been moving around and outside of UiTM. We had Psycho class and we need to submit it on this Friday. We rest a lil bit but we still need to work on. That night we watched Fight Club and it was fun and interesting.

The next morning, I do some research on it and by evening got the info. We had BEL and PR class that evening. 8 of my classmates got they letter published in newspaper but mine was seasonal story about Ramadhan and it was in the past. I went pasar with my gf but not fully as she sticked with Nad and I went meet up Ashman as he asked lecturers listname. At night as usual doing my work and still have time to read HP. I fin doing with format, table content and page numbering.

That morning, I woke up at 9am and I was suppose to meet up with Taki and Sob but Sob was still asleep and Taki was out with Waqie and "SN" at Mak Jan and McD..huhu. Sob and I went to sunshine to print the psycho thingy. I had to stop by to meet up with my gf as I want to borrow money with her as we dont have money! Taki did arrived but we were more to being sarcastic with him, especially Sob..hahaha. We sent to Ms Hanem's room and thought wanna meet up with Mr Hakemi regarding on our 7 pixs. I rest till Nqy fin with her class that evening and we went back to home, Tra and Qis followed as well. We fin sent them all back and Nqy slept at my BFF, Mera's house.

We had breakfast at Bidayah Bistro.. a mamak stall beside Aru that I always loiter..we had roti telur bawang and it was good!! I bring my gf home as I want to drop my stuff and my dirty clothes for washing. She met my mum and dad.. she was fine and gracefully talk with my mum..well my mum talks a lot. We leave a.s.a.p. as I dont want my mum to ask further more. We pick up Mera and Phesza soon after we had to braya Yus's house! We ate again but why not.. after done with Yus, then Izati's house.. you can tell whats going on if you went braya right?? Done with raya, we went shooting at JJ AU Keramat. My storyboard is simple, the sotry of two bestfriends that live normally as other teenagers but there is a twist where..bla..bla..bla.. till night still shoot at Mera's house and I'll tell you later I have done editing it.k