One after another

Thursday, 16 Feb 2012, my right ankle got swollen for the 4th time, this time the pain last 2 days till I could feel my limb numb in pain. Decided to go to HKL & luckily my lil bro was around, he actually skipped school that day to accompany me. I got on the wheel chair as my right leg can touch the ground at all. Everytime my leg touch, the pain cause my left eye to tears. After 4 hours of checking, blood test, blood pressure test & test...I was confirmed with gout. Incurable disease but could control & maintain it. That goes my youth privileges; NO SEAFOOD! NO ITALIAN FOOD! CAN'T EAT WHAT I WANT! If I want to, I could eat it once a week. Since that, I know this disease will bring more problems in my daily life, not only that, the side effects of the medicines also will disturb my physical & mental performances. Such young age with an old people disease my relatives said. Yeah, young age with 2 heavy diseases now, I need to stay strong. The 3rd disease may come sooner or later, God knows when, so I have to prepare for the worst.

Tuesday, 28 Feb 2012, I could feel my right ankle soon going to be swollen but still feel no pain yet. My medicine finished last week & I'm trying to not to depend on medicine & depends on my strict diet & exercise but the result is kinda 50-50. Time to time I need to consume the medicines. I hate it, I want to fight it but with the strict diet, its going to be tough. But I wont live in fear but I got to be careful either way. Tomorrow is gonna be my last day of work. I need to get prepared for next week, the new semester. Thought of having year break this year but its better that I complete my studies sooner before it attacks. Every semester, the challenge gets better and better. I need to self motivate with everything that I do. Plus, I did well last semester but didn't get DL. That goes my ANC for convocation then. So gotta maintain for FIRST CLASS!

However, I didn't get to feel the joy of holidays in this semester break. Time flies. Well, I need to find a new work for this up coming semester break although the new semester haven't start yet. Haha! Now what I want to is earn a lot of money so I could use it to fulfill my wishes & repay my parents' deeds. Thats all that matter now.

Road awaits

It's already February, time sure move fast. Where should I start, oh yeah! 3 weeks before finals I was so unorganized & have been keeping myself busy. A way to distract my feelings till I screwed up my Comm Research final, I guess I'll get a 'C'. Never ever had 'C' since Diploma. It is a start then for my Degree result. Alhamdulillah, we did had the talk before my final paper, now I believe that is over. I could take step by step out of this hole. Plus, I'm surprised that you become mature & religious. I'm proud and happy. Right after I fin my finals, some of us get together & play laser tag at iCity. It was fun  as we get to feel free & I was in the 1st rank among 10 of them. On 21st Jan,the next day after final, I straightly start working at my old place, SuperStar Karaoke, it took me 2 days to get back the old pace of working there & new faces.

My birthday was during CNY & my family didn't go back Sarawak as we were on a tight budget. I haven't celebrate my birthday since last year, since I entered 21 y/o. Its like, the more we become old, the less we wanna celebrate it in some part in our heart. It is just I realized that the amount that I spend for a month during study was around RM 400-RM800! I was thinking of having a part time job around my PKS7 or weekend job. Starting 10 Feb, I'll be working for Prudential insurance company for from 10.30am-5.30pm as this month I'm working evening shift from 6.30pm-2.30am. Sound tough, but lets take a ride.