Im losing it!

6th august.. I sleep late at 4-5am and awake by Azrul that asked me to join him for breakfast at Mak Jan.. I cant say 'NO' as I didnt go overnight with him the last time because gotta go back. Well Azrul, Afiq, Syafiq, Faiz and I ate nasi lemak there for over an hour and all of us except Afiq painted the room after we got back from there. I didnt expect but still I cant say 'NO' as I have been always sleep in his room at the floor. xp I helped out touch-up the unbalance colour.huhuhu..

I stopped at 11am while others continue as I had to prepare as I have interview for KOMED with Aishah. I was nervous and confused with what to wear and Naqy was waiting for me for laundry. After met my gf and pick up Aishah at her block, I was surprised as she wore T-shirt and cardigans for interview. We reached there and others chosen..selected.. our batch that we already knew them. We had our interviewed by Madam Wan Rozita and Mr Hanafi.. it was more to conversation but I was nervous and kinda pause a lot when ever I wanna say something. They asked are we committed and our background. It was a relieved as it fin in 5 min and we went back to college. I change to my regular outfits and had probs as I misplaced Naqy's psycho book and she want it. I was so dead and my head become heavy! I was so guilty and I realised that I havent been organized as usual and that really pissed me off! I was mad at myself cause not having any responsiblity in my mind! I even left my classmates CTU textbooks! I need to be organized or Im losing it!

I went to BEL class with blurred mind and tiredsome! I didnt do well in oral practice too! Even in PR class I was blurred and Madam noticed Im not OK but Im just tired..thats all. Not having PR book makes me totally lost! I just sat back and wondering somewhere else but I did asked some blurred questions.hahaha.. I went to below lib and met up with my gf and friends. My gf and I went pasar and bought laksam and coconut shake and more Madam Wan now knows Im with who and that maybe can be an issues in the near future! xp

I went back to college alone and have a bath to freshen up myself as I had photocamp and KOMED meeting. I was selected and know are a KOMED member. I thought I wanna forfeit but I cant. While I was waiting Naqy and others fin class, I felt asleep till they arrived. Kerol went back to Seremban at 12am as his granpa passed away. I hoped he will be fine.