Tired but push it.

We check out at 12pm and had lunch before we went back UiTM. It took us just an hour to go back compare to go there. Kerol and I felt asleep in the car while on the way and we were dropped off at mamak and walked back in UiTM. I ask my gf for biscuits and went back to college to changed shirt and took my charger. Aishah miss called and thought I wont becoming to class.

In BEL today, we learnt oral/speaking introduction, suggestion, phrases and more but I wasnt 100% focused in class. I photostate my classmates list name so I can start collecting class money for notes and class rep topup. When we got in, Miss Hanem was already in and she is married! What a surprise and she wants us to call her 'miss'.huhuhu xp

Fin class early as it was the 1st class and I collected some classmate money. I met up the others at sunshine and waited for waffle! I want to buy it but save it for later. I had dinner at 6pm at cafe with Aishah, Amin and Nadia.. Atthiya and Alia came later then. I wasnt planning to head back to my room early, so hang out till Zyra and Aznam came along. We talk and talk.. well Iwasnt in the mood to talk. I just sat and hear all the jokes on each other.

I went back at 8pm and bath to sooth my body. I rest my eyes till 9.30 and went down to cafe to ordered dinner for my Naqy, Qis and Kerol. When I reached cafe, Atul and Lisa said, " Goodluck for KOMED election.". I was surprised and dont know what to say, I called Kak Nita for confriming it and it was Aishah and Razaliegh represent our class. The meeting for photo camp was also postponed and I was relieved! Meet up with Nizar, Emy, Hanis, Hunny, Moon, Alia and Farah as they fin class graphic design. My gf and friends dropped by cafe for dinner. I was told that a lot of well known masscomm student are in the KOMED election such as Razaliegh, Amirul and more to come. Well, I maybe will try to participate next semester as they are limited representatives for each class. Im sure Aishah will get a lot of vote as people know her.huhuhu x)

I went back to my college and gave my gf my dirty laundry and she gave me back my pillow hug and her pillow case. We will meet up tomorrow to do some laundry.

Red moving the whole day..

Woke up with a neck pain and my gf didnt wake me up, luckily I set my alarm and didnt silent it like yesterday! Need to wake Syahwat up from his lazy bed. I wore red T-shirt, red shirt and red shoes.. lucky I dont have red pants! All in red! I went class alone today as Atthiya have gone with Nadia and she asked to print out our proposal. Aishah was still sick and Adrie and Amin came late maybe because of the induction. Anyway, I've learnt basic graphic and it was fun and excited to go again to this class. I was kind of rush as I had to print the proposal and journalism notes that was given last week. Man! What happen to me?? Its not like me to do things late like this, I should print it the notes last week and had it photostat too. Since Ayen photostat machine had probs, I've decided to skipped BEL class and went out for photostat it. With Amin hang along, I wasnt nervous a usual.. relax, everything will be fine.. I hope!

My gf came to pick me up and breakfast. But we went to Bank Islam at Masjid Tanah to withdraw money as ATM in campus cant be used. We had breakfast at mamak after sent Amin back in college. She had class at 12.30 and I have to wait at the cc till the photostate fin.She said she will meet me back in 1.30pm for lunch. So Ive try to register my course but I cant get in! Pissed off a lil bit but my gf had done it but not for koko. She also have join Photo Camp Commitee. I waited for her and went lunch at Kelemak. I didnt eat rice as I afraid that I might fall asleep during class.

I entered class a lil bit late but Miss Rossalyn was fine and she happy that all brought they own newspaper as she ask for. She said that we might not see the newspaper the same again after class. She taught us about headline, dateline, deadline, and more. Theres more to it thans meet the eyes. Newspaper supports government and she said, " It is easy to build up a government but it is hard to maintain it with out citizen support.". Its true, my view on newspaper change but I dont read much the newspaper but eventually I need to.

We dont have 'koko' today, so we went out to MSL for meal but I followed my gf, Theera, Qis,and Kerol to Alor Gajah as she want to buy spinner and duplicate her keys. We did it and later had dinner at McD Ayer Keroh till 7.30pm. We headed to MMU then for shisha but I slept in the car for half an hour before join them. They didnt ordered it yet so I ask for grape mint and we play a game of 'connect the sentence'. It was fun and hilarious but my mood gone down as it was already 10.15 and we still havent went back to UiTM and I dont want guard to yada..yada.. to us and took our name. So I waited for them in the car after paid the food and shisha as they waited for Nad's food. Theera drove back and suddenly planned to went for overnight! Wao! They always do 'last minute' plans that surprise me but dont care. The girls went back inside UiTM to pick up camera and Nad as well for this overnight. Some lies occured to get out from UiTM and dont ask me what..Kerol and I was dropped off at restaurant at Kg Lendu and I had a backup plan if things gone wrong. I still havent change my red clothes! xp

Things going all right and we were like sardin can in the car with six peoples inside it. At first we gonna head to Malacca but it change again and we head to PD after fuel up. Kerol drove through Rembau-Seremban-PD.. and when we go through Kerol's village, he told a ghost stories but lied! There was JPJ road blocked but the other side of the road and we thought gonna ask Nad to squeez and lay down below our feet and she tried it.hahaha

We reached PD at 1.30am and went to a restaurant as Nad was hungry and we had drinks. Winds was strong and cold. We took tons of pictures near restaurant, bayview, beach, and more! We took a lot till it start raining and we start to search Seri Malaysia Hotel to get some sleep.

Very pack day!

I woke up at 8.30am as my handphone was silent and I couldnt hear my alarm. I saw Adrie was already in the car with Tegu and ready to class. I finished bath and went to CTU at 9.20am. I didnt focus at all in class and had stomachache during it. I head out 5 minutes before class finished as I cant hold it anymore! I need to "passmotion".hahaha. Class was finished as I got back in and didnt sign my attenddance.

We headed to Photocomm class and learnt till chapter 6! Kak Nita was back, Im lucky cause she is around and things will be much easier. Amin and Shaz came late and was absent in CTU back then. We learnt aperture? DOF? and more. I just took the soft copy notes from the lecturer PC and learn later on my own. Aishah wasnt feelin well today and we all went to below library to discuss and finish up our graphic design proposal. We didnt finished it as Amin, Aishah and I went out to pick Amin's handphone. It was hot that time and we had graphic class at 2.30pm. We didnt had lunch but ate what we can such as waffle and biscuits(my gf gave it to me as we didnt had lunch together). I pick my girl at her college it was too hot for the to walk to calss. We have class in the same building.

We finished up our proposal and showed it to our lecturer. We didnt learnt anything but he advised us to be alert with H1N1. I planned to finish up the proposal. Class fin early and I waited for my gf outside her class as I want my money that I had her kept it for me but it took her long and gave excuses..yada..yada..yada.. I caught up back with my friends and head back to college. Slept for half an hour and was kinda late to PR class, Mrs Rozita kowt! Aishah was really pale and lecturer allowed her to go back to her room. We learnt about the history of PR and gossips!! Mrs Rozita knows the dirty stuff and learn about youtube, redtube and gutter uncensored from us. She said she wanna check on it for the sake of 'research'?? After class Adrie, Atthiya, Nadia, Shaz and I went out. Adrie sent Shaz back home and Atthiya bought vegetables for her sandwich recipe tonight. She has being saving money with the other girls. Thats good a thinking and economical. On the other side, Adrie and Nadia bought fake mustache?! Its cool and groovy.

At first my gf need to go to hear some lecture over her car sticker application process but she skipped it and planned had dinner outside. As soon as we went out, the plan change and we headed to MMU for shisha. Im the only one who had dinner. I ordered fried meehon and it was delicious, not the same like in and out UiTM. They ordered double apple mint and it was good! At first my head was loosing it as I havent had breakfast or lunch. I can see Kerol was loosing it too but he covered it.hahaha..

We loose track of time and reached at 11.30pm. Zafa was already close and I and Atthiya planned to buy file and newspaper. My gf said, " why didnt buy it at MMU?". I had plans with Atthiya and need to lots of it. She suddenly quiet out and had the silent-sulky aura to me. What now?! I think I havent done wrong, so what ever! Nad Sofeya planned to have overnight today and I'll thinl about it. I went back in Sam's room and had ice-cream.

prison break much?!

Ive planned going out with my best friend and was informed that my college, Lekiu, Jebat and Tun Senaja will be quarantined by today! I was so eager to get out and release my stress out! Pak guards was securing us by fence us with red tape and wont allowed us out of college.My junior levelmate planned to do prison break style but no use as others doesnt agree with it. Just simply follow the rules for precautions..bla..bla.. We are served twice today and after the 1st meal, me and bestie escape from guards surveillance but we still can go out but after the 2nd meal and check up, we got out! I was free of symptoms H1N1.

We reached DP early but we have to go around and around till its underground parking is open. We watched Ice Age 3 and it was my 2nd time yet tickles my heart. Well for others out there that arent yet watch this movie, U should! coz it will tickle 'your' funny bone. I give 'you' some details..Manny & Ellie gonna have a baby, Diego confuse with his life between stay with his herd or leave to have adventurous life, Sid as usually doing something stupid yet sweet and funny..and he found 3 dino eggs. I think 'you' can imagine what and how Sid do with those eggs. Better watch it or 'you' will miss the adventure, love and laughter! xp

It makes me forget all the negatives stuff for awhile. We went groceries shopping and had dinner at McD. We didnt do nothing much, so we head back home. While on the road back home, I settled things over with my bestie. I was pressured and it makes things awkward between us. But no more as we are fine now and Im glad that I took the guts. If not, things might be ugly.

me?

Hmm, maybe 'you' all wondering why I suddenly blogging. Well, before this I had a diary and been stolen by someone at the UiTM library in the locker! Doesnt matter, I do express my feeling in my laptop and pictures but I dont plan to put any pictures in my blog but 'you' can see it in my myspace. Im just keep it real and simple with my blog but my story can be long. Comment all 'you' want but maybe no respond cause I dont online all the time cause I dont have internet or broadband. I dont need to tell 'you' my personality or what..maybe 'you' can figure it out through my blog. What I can say is Im Aquarius and its up to 'you' to make up your mind.

What a day..

Shocked! When I was awake, my gf texted me and she said wanna breakup with me and I was speechless but I be strong and be positive as she may over reacted?? Anyway, things turn out alright when we went out to talk over it. I was afraid that Im gonna lose her and she wont hear my explanation. We talk and didnt get on our nerves, thats a relief and I promised her not to do that again. Im so mean!

After lunch, we went to my aunt and uncle house at Masjid Tanah and she was shy and quiet but my uncle keep talking with him. Thats his nature, being friendly and knowledgeable. We went back to UiTM and head to dining for relaxation till saw the girl that I can be called as 'D' that post a blog bout me and my gf bout us PDA at the library. Well its nothing actually as D exegerate it much maybe concern or being to busybody till she need to post it. Why didnt she said it right into our face as an advice? So we approach her in the dining and gave her piece of our mind. She was intimidate with our approach and we think she will post it soon.huhuhu

Her parents came by to pick her up at her college as they all planned to go to her father new restaurant at Danga Bay, Johor. They also planned to go to Singapore, hopefully. She will becoming back on monday and I already miss her. She gave me 'ketupat' with 'kuah kacang' and keys to her car before left. I had dinner with my friends at the cafe and later at 9.30pm, a guard asked all residents of college Jebat and Lekiu to gathered and been informed that we are quarantine!! We cant leave college and WORST UiTM. We are stuck here for a week. Foods will be sent to the college but we have to pay for it! HELLO! We are the victim here?? Still we dont need to go to class for a week and cant get in or out of UiTM but that will be announced at 10am today.

Things change, I've changed.

Wao! Its been long since I havent updated my blog. A lot had happens from my semester break till I got back in UiTM. Now Im kinda stop contact with my gf for 3 days starting Friday till Sunday as she had made me mad. Well, she went out to MMU so sudden at 9pm and I didnt know her class was cancelled. She rather skipped her college's meeting and go out. She did asked me to follow her but it was last minute and I dont want to stopped and slowed her down to MMU, so I let her go with my confused and mad feeling! I switch off my handphone once she texted me she had reached MMU in a fast time. I texted her not to SMS,call or even meet me up cause I was pissed off. I know she has her own car and will be excited to go anywhere with it.

The last time I was pissed off was during my 2nd semester break when I found out my bestfriend didnt texted me but instead texted my gf during holidays. Dont get me wrong, there another story behind it but I think it is best talk between ourselves. From that moment, I stopped texting him and what ever SMS he sent, I didnt had a looked at it and I delete it immediately. Im doing the same thing to my gf now. U can say that Im being harsh and mean but I dont give a damn what U said cause U are not me! When I got back in UiTM, I treat him as usually as he is still my friend but Im not sure we can be like always.. let time decide it. As long as there no trust and honest between us.. I cant say furthermore.

So I spent my holidays alone at Genting for 3 days to calm down and being positive. Plus I do had tons of fun with my other bestfriends, close friends and new friend at Genting, movies, bowling, swam at river, accident and more! During that time, I have been thinking whats wrong with what I had done and U know what?I dont blame him at all but I really dissappointed with him. He may not know about this as I kept it to myself but now 'you' know.

Well, back to my gf story, we do had datings during semester break and on the 1st day of class we skipped to DP . We did had fun and happy time but I not in the mood to talk about it with her and so Im giving her space and for myself to think over all we had done wrong. We are just human after all and I do forgive her mistake..it just hurt my heart as Im just hoping she gave me the same commitment that she asked from me from last semester. I wrote a letter to her and the last the thing I said is " I have a lot of things to say to U but Im afraid it is doesnt worth it and at the end all will be blame on me.".

I think by doing that to her, I wont 'sound' her and make my heart more miserable. Still I know she is sad and really sorry about it but give it time. She has the right to go where ever she wants to and Im not stopping her anymore. Now, I dont mind if she is not telling me what ever she's doing and Im not saying that I dont care or dont love her but I dont want her to think that Im being controlling or what so ever. She wants her space, Im giving her one.

Feuww! Now Im done with that, well my semester break wasnt that bad. I had tons of fun with my friends and 'you' all can watch it at my myspace in album 'Frenzines'. Hope 'you' enjoy it. k